Lauren POV. I really miss camila, how close we used to be. So i was there in front of her in the middle of the night. « I think we should talk camila » i said to her, honestly i felt guilty for pushing her away. « Now u want to talk? But earlier when you were with your boyfriend you didn't need me? » camila said looking down and she started to close the door, meaning she wanted me to leave. So i put my arms in between to prevent her from closing. « No wait! Camila just give me a minute at least » i pleaded her. « Okay you have 3 minutes so you better start to talk now » camila said sternly. « i wanna tell you sorry for avoiding you camila, i was confused so i avoided you » i said looking down. « You were confused and what about me then? I wasn't confused when you pushed me away when before we used to be so closed! » camila said to me and she looked upset. « I pushed you away because i thought it was best for us camila, i was scared, love is scary you know, because you can't control it » she started to sob after i finished what i said, oh shit i said « love ». « shhh iam here now, i won't leave you again » i said to her while holding her in my arms. She suddenly stopped to cry and locked eyes with me. « Why do you talk about love lauren? Do you even know what love is? » she asked sternly. I stayed silent, i knew i hurted her. « Isn't love suppose to be beautiful? Why does it hurt then? » she continues to ask. « listen i know i lied to you, i pushed you away, i know i hurted you. But i wanna change. Please believe me » i said to her, and tried to get a hold of her but she pushed mine away. « I need time lauren » she said to me. « We don't have time camila » i said and without an explanation i left.
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Things are meant to be (camren)
FanfictionCamila is in love with her bestfriend lauren, then something happen to her. Read to find out more ;) [Camila gip]
