Chaeyoung's POV
I feel so cold that I couldn't help but wanting to get up but I remained in my position since I had no energy. Fuck you Son Chaeyoung! It's your fucking fault for getting sick. Aish why am I even scolding myself??
I fell asleep later on but I woke up again when I heard the door opened. I guess Jeonghun came back from school already. I just stayed still in my position but it felt strange because Jeonghun would never be this quiet, he would be as louder than Jeongyeon unnie just to wake me up but he didn't do anything, in fact it was too quiet for my liking. It's weird somehow. I sense him coming closer but since my nose was slighty blocked I couldn't really smell anything. The towel from my head was removed but I froze when I heard someone else's voice and not Jeonghun's and I know exactly who that voice belongs to.
"She's burning". Like hell what is she doing here??! How'd she find me in here??! And first of all how'd she find my goddamn house??!
I didn't have the strength to move so I just pretend to be asleep. She wipe my face, arms and legs and I stayed still until she was done. She took care of me and I can't help but feel happy but sad at the same time.
When she fell asleep, I opened my eyes. I saw her leaning her head onto my bed facing me. I know I told myself to move on but I always find myself falling in love with her all over again whenever I see her.
"My Minari...". I whispered to myself as I slowly trace my fingers over her soft cheeks. I miss this girl so much. I wished I could just hold her in my arms again but I don't think it's even possible.
I don't know for how long I've been staring at her but when she was about to open her eyes I quickly look away and remove my hand from hers harshly. I can see her shock expression.
"Get out". I said coldly and I wanted to just have someone hit me right in the face already. I hate being cold to her.
I heard no response from her but I didn't look at her to know she's trying to hold her tears.
"I don't care if you hate me C-chaeyoung-ah but please just let me take care of you when you're sick". I clench my fist as I try hard not to turn to look at her or I would've hug her already. Curse my stupid ego.
I sat up and she helped me. I turn to her and our faces were dangerously close. I didn't pull away and so did she, we stare at each other for a solid one minute before I broke the eye contact and look away. Removing her hand on my arm gently. I heard her sobbing and I clench my jaw as I wanted to just turn and hug and tell her not to cry but I just can't. Just looking at her makes me wanna cry.
"I can take care of myself". I said it coldly.
"Chaeyoung-ah". I was surprised when she hugged me from the back and rested her head on my shoulder. "I'm sorry..."She tightened her hug as she cried harder. "I have done a lot of stupid things in my life, but breaking your heart truly is the pinnacle of my stupidity. Please come back to me, I love you... I really really do".
"Mina..."
"I love you so much Chaeyoung-ah..."
"Mina..." I grab her hands that is around my waist, tending to pull it off but she wouldn't let go.
"No! Don't leave me again. Please..." I listened to her and didn't try to remove it again. I just sit still and let her hug me.
I hate to see her cry and seeing her like this breaks my heart. We stayed like that for who knows how long? Until I heard nothing from behind me. I called her name a few times but she didn't respond. Hmm maybe she already fell asleep.
