Letter 11

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i met your mom today. i ran into her in the store. she seemed sad, and a little tired. she told me you weren't doing okay. she said you've locked yourself in your room. she told me she missed you. at first, i didn't know what to tell her.

then i told her i missed you, too.

and i really do, gabby. i miss you more than you could imagine. but why are you not okay? why are you refusing to talk to your mother? i'm extremely tempted to call you, you know, but every time my finger hovers over your name on my phone, i chicken out. i'm such a coward, gabby, aren't i? i have the power to help you but i'm not using it. why? i don't know. i just can't physically get myself to call you.

you've got me so worried that i'm almost sick, but i'm not doing anything about it.

it just feels like i'm going to make everything worse if i do call you.

update: it's sunday night. i finally called you and, after a few rings, you sent me to voicemail.

that hurt.

new chapter tomorrow 100%!!

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