Letter 14

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remember that time during christmas of junior year? remember when i was your secret santa and you knew it right away? 'cause i was 'the only person who talks to you.' it was worth it anyway, it brought a smile on your face and i saw it, even though you kept denying it. it was the first time i saw you smile, you know? it was such a beautiful smile.

today, i realized that, since that day, i've always wished you smiled more often, but when i saw you in the hospital, i wished i could see you smile just one more time.

you don't know how hard it was for me to see you today. it was so damn painful, seeing you so close yet so far. i can't start to imagine how your parents feel, if i feel like this. wake up, gabby. please. stop making this hard on me. on them.

i think you broke all three of us. i don't think you knew how powerful you are, how you could do so much damage with one small action. guess you'll know when you wake up.

if you wake up.

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hmm.

do you think the new cover is a little too much?

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