|| LO{V}E || Kim Taehyung FF

~Chapter 16~

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I felt his hot breath on my lips.

And then I realized it.

What am I doing? What is he doing? He has a girlfriend!

In the last moment I put my hands between our lips.

Taehyung realized it himself, his eyes widened in shock and he immediately got up.

Taehyung:"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-„
Me:"It's okay Taehyung" I said calmly, but inside I was screaming.
Taehyung:"Can we forget what just almost happened?"
Me:"I wasn't thinking of remembering this anyways" I tried to make the situation seem funny and laughed awkwardly.

How awkward would it have been, if I let this kiss happen...

I sighed.
Me:"I'll get ready to go to sleep now"
Taehyung:"Uhm, me too"

Silence...

Me:"Don't you want to use the bathroom first? Did you just forget your own rule?"
Taehyung:"Oh, yes" He immediately went inside the bathroom to change.

I sat down on my bed and put my hands on my chest.

Calm down heart, you shouldn't beat like this when he's around. That's wrong in so many ways.

Taehyung came outside the bathroom. I didn't  spare a glance at him and walked inside the bathroom.

When I left the bathroom I saw Taehyung already asleep.

I also tried to sleep, but I couldn't.

My thoughts were all about Taehyung and how we were almost kissing.

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After two hours of trying to fall asleep, I decided to get up and drink some water.

When I stood up I saw Taehyung's bed empty.

What the-?

All of a sudden the door opened and Taehyung entered the room.

Me:"Where were you?!" I asked him.
Taehyung:"Outside?"
Me:"Why? You aren't allowed to walk around in the halls at this hour?"
Taehyung just shrugged and went into the bathroom. Changing his clothes again, because he was outside with his normal clothes.

Did he meet his girlfriend?

He left the bathroom and walked towards his bed.

Me:"Why were you outside?"
Taehyung:"I met someone"
Me:"who?"
Taehyung:"Not your business" he said coldly.
Me:"What's with this cold behavior? Did I do something wrong?" It probably has something to do with the kiss that we almost had.
Taehyung:"I just think that we shouldn't have a closer relationship than roommates."
Me:"What?"
Taehyung:"You heard right Y/N"
Me:"But why?"
Taehyung:"You make things harder for me."

Ouch.

Me:"Alright if that's what you want and I was thinking the same!" I said and went to bed, without drinking anything.

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I heard footsteps coming towards my bed.

What is Taehyung doing?

I pretended to be asleep.

Taehyung:"If you only knew Y/N" he whispered.

What knew?

I felt like someone was staring at me and opened my eyes a little bit.