The Neighbor •Tray Bills & IamJustAiri

Hurts

~Airi's POV~

I packed up all my things as soon as I ended the call with Tray,

I was literally crying the whole time but it still wasn't stopping me from leaving,

Either he really meant what he said or he was just having a bad day, I don't know at this point.

I'm almost done getting all my things, I just need to get all my shoes together and I'm done.

As I started putting them all in one bag I heard my phone ringing.

So I checked it.

I rolled my eyes and declined the call.

Once I was done I grabbed all my bags and suitcases and brought them downstairs.

I looked around the house one last time before going outside and putting all my things in my car.

I put everything in the car and then saw Tray's car pull up,

Without looking at him I went back inside realizing I left some purses in the room upstairs.

Like he said 'take all your shit' so that's exactly what I'm doing.

I ran upstairs trying to be quick about it but then I heard him open the front door.

I grabbed my purses and walked downstairs avoiding eye contact with him,

"Where you going??" He asked as I walked passed him,

I didn't answer as I walked out the door,

"Hey! don't ignore me like that wtf are you doing??" he asked as he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him,

"Don't touch me! and I'm doing what you told me to do"

"I didn't mean that!"

I looked away, I was just too mad to even look at him in the face.

"You don't get to tell me shit like that then expect me to stay because 'you didn't mean it'"

I put my purses in the car as I was about to get in.

"Look i'm sorry!" he said as he stopped me.

"I could care less about your sorry, and I'm honestly still confused as to why you left and got this random attitude with me but honestly i'm kind of glad you did that, at least you showed your true colors"

"I needed to clear my head, I don't even know why i'm telling you to stay" He said as he put his hand on his head,

"Oh wow... alright well i'm leaving" I said as I felt tears go down my face.

"I just think I lost feelings i'm sorry"

I ignored him as I got in the car and just drove off.

Honestly I had no idea where I was going but I just kept going straight.

The whole car ride I had to keep wiping tears off my face,

Out of all the excuses he could of had, he said the worst one.

He really lost feelings and he's barely telling me,

That really makes me wonder if his love or actions towards me were fake,

After driving for about an hour I came across this Hotel so I decided to stay here,

I parked my car and took out some of my things,

I walked in and asked if I could stay in just for a few nights and they said I could.

They gave me a room as one of the guys walked me to it.

"Thank you so much" I said as he just smiled and walked away,

I closed the door as I went to the bed and just let myself fall,

I cried and cried.. and cried.

Almost all night I kept crying and thinking 'where or when did I go wrong?'

Was it something I did?

Or something I didn't do??

I just kept blaming myself.

I looked at my phone and saw I had no calls or messages from him.

Makes sense, he's probably better without me.

I was thinking back to everything he did for me and everything he said to me like all the "I love you's" and things like that.

Everything was fake.

And I was stupid enough to believe he meant it...