Owned By An Alvarez

Chapter💋26

When you think everything will turn all right but it did not. There's always a painful decision that every person would have to make. And I guess, this is the right time to choose the best thing to do. I am feeling so empty right now!

I am torn! I am so fucking torn between staying or leaving for...him! I don't know what to do. All I wanna do is fucking close my eyes and think of nothing! Ayaw ko ng ganito. I couldn't choose.

"Azalea, I am sorry. I am really sorry!" Umiiyak si Suzy nang yakapin ako ng mahigpit. Even she, couldn't take this situation. Mahirap talaga. I don't even know if I could do this!

Naiintindihan ko siya. She also wants the best for us. Lalo na para kay Clint. Masakit para saamin pero kailangang gawin at piliin ang tama. Sometimes, we throw opportunities for better because we are expecting something spectacular outcome.

"Hindi ko alam. I know I am such a stupid sister! Pero isipin mo, diba mas m-mabuti 'to? Diba?" Umiyak siyang kumalas sa yakap.

Pinahid ko ang mga tumatakas na luha sa mga mata ko. Sobrang sakit.

Makalipas kasi ng dalawang linggo matapos ang welcome party ng mommy ni Clint, nakipagkita saakin ang daddy niya. And that was the time everything became complicated and miserable for me.

Kumain muna kami bago nag-usap. I didn't expect him to be so straightforward. Isang bugahan lang, wasak agad ang puso ko. It hurts like hell.

"I just noticed that the moment you came back, Clint's life became miserable. I am so dissapointed in everything he had done. Lalo na ang ginawa niyang skandalo. Louise's family is a great partners of us and well respected. Hindi ko inexpect na gagawin niya 'yon para lang sa'yo! And I guess, that is enough reason para layuan mo ang anak ko." While he was saying those hurtful words, napaiyak na ako. I couldn't take them all. Nakakagulat. Sobrang sakit.

"You don't deserve my son! He deserves better! I want you gone, little Sandoval. I will just give you 1 week. Wag mo na sanang ipagpilitan pa ang sarili mo."

I couldn't spill a word. Hindi ko lubos malunok lahat ng mga sinabi niya.

"If you couldn't go away from my son, I will make sure to make his life more miserable and poor as rat! I will do anything just for him to suffer. Kung hindi rin naman siya mapupunta sa isang Soriano, mas maganda kung mawala nalang siya. What do you think, child?"

Hindi ko alam na may mga ganoon palang klaseng magulang! He is bullshit! Napaka selfish niya. He only wants the best for himself! Hindi naman kapakanan ni Clint ang gusto niyang ipalabas eh! Business! Business ang iniisip niya kaya gusto niyang mapakasal si Clint kay Louise! Bakit? Mayaman din naman kami! We have lots o hotels and we have 3 fucking companies! Ano pa bang gusto niya?

I was left alone that day. Crying like a little girl who don't know where to go. Hindi ko alam kung kanino ko unanh sasabihin. But I chose to went home and tell it to my brothers. Na sakto naman dahil kumpleto sila. Ate Maurice was even there.

"Azma--- fuck?" Mabilis na tumakbo papunta saakin si kuya Maki. Mabilis ko siyang niyakap at humagulgol. Sobrang sakit isipin lahat ng mga sinabi niya. Nagagalit ako sa sarili!

"I-I hate myself, kuya! Sana hindi nalang ako bumalik dito! I am just making things complicated for those who cares about me! I am so tired dragging them down! I-I can't do this anymore!" Hagulgol ko.

I looked at Clain and kuya Marvin and they were looking at us with intense eyes. Their eyes were so dark and scary. Na mas lalo ko pang ikinaiyak.

"What the fuck happened?" Tanong ni Clain nang makaupo na ako sa sofa. Ate Maurice is caressing my back.

Kwinento ko sakanila lahat. I think they deserve to know. I also need to burst all these out. Hindi ko kayang itago lang at kimkimin sa loob ko. Natatakot ako na baka maling desisyon nanaman ang magawa ko at sarili ko nalang nanaman ang maiisip ko. I am so tired regretting everytime I make wrong choices.