i'm lost without you
i need you
and i love you
at times when i felt blue
i used to sneak glances at you
now that i always feel blue
i stare at you
when you're not there
i stare at the messages you sent
listening to songs that remind me of you
and how i fell in love with you
so quietly the ground disappeared
without warning
and i fell hard
in endless shame
but oh god
i can't stop the feelings from growing
absence does make the heart grow fonder
but mine panics
and beats an endless rhythm
of worry pain and shame
but i do love you
