when the cracks appeared
before my heart broke
my emotions were a flood
where i could barely float
then pain came
and i just drowned down
alone
in this endless ocean
you're breaking my heart
tearing me apart
the water will flood
and kill me
this ocean will be made of
blood
of eternal pain
and an endless sea of ever flowing
love
you're too blind
to notice my hand
held out
in the open
to be there for you
i'm here
swimming breathless
in this ocean
of love
and pain
hurt and shame
but now my flame
extinguished
by a simple glance
a simple action
you turned your back
after taking my hand
and throwing me in
but i am not swimming in lonely pain
i am swimming with hopeful love
compassion
i'm still broken
no denying
i'm shattered
not lying
but the fragments
are still there
they still exist
and that's all i can say
you don't listen
nothing left to say
so i shut my mouth
you've escaped
are you happy now?
are you happy that you leave me
here in this swirling sea
an ocean of my story
it's ending
i'm drowning
you took all this love
thinking of pain
leaving me in the rain
leaving me to drown
are you happy now?
