am i really a monster
is that what you see
because i cut with a razor
you think that's what shapes me
that every smile ain't real
that my laugh is never genuine
you think my whole life is awful
that i'm no fun
not anymore
that i'm dangerous
and should be ignored
i'm no fun right?
OK
cool
i don't care
when you need help though
for your petty excuses
i ain't gonna be there
i'm a monster remember
i live in the shadows
i lay low
right?
don't talk shit 'bout me
if you don't know me
don't talk behind me
if you don't care 'bout me
don't talk to me
you made me feel like a monster
you're dead to me
don't talk
you don't know me
you don't deserve me
you don't deserve to think about me
i'm a monster
so you say
if i'm a monster
what does that make you?
you degrade me
and underestimate me,
just because you know i cut
doesn't mean you know me
you don't exist
i told you
you're dead to me
still grieving
but moving on
if you called me a monster
you're the demons of the mind
suck your victims to rinds
and discard them
you don't care
you never did
your "golden" heart turned black
i'll remember that
when i want to turn back
i have to say
even if i want a diamond heart
it can't hide the fact
you're the one who broke my heart
you can't hide forever
night turns to day
you cannot hide
but i warn you
do not play with the shadows of my mind
you will regret it
got me to fly
only to fall
this is goodbye
to my monstrous foe
i guess now i'm finally free
