nothing to say
nothing to write
nothing to do right
always in pain
self blame
horrible feelings
horrible thoughts
painful heart
beating thoughts
monsters lie
awake at night
during the day
all the time
bleeding eyes
frowning mouth
crying feelings
and dying faith
tears spill
and fill
bucketfuls of disaster
and mistakes
tears that flow
and a mouth
that shakes
a breaking voice
trying to hold on
to you
trembling from the cold in your eyes
the cold in your mouth
and missing the warmth in your heart
breaking hearts
torn thoughts
torn from you
from your reviving laugh
from your shining smile
your dancing eyes
your ... healing life
i just miss you so so much
i need you
i need to hold on
but i'm too late
you're gone
and quickly moving on
as you walked away
you stole my breath
i lost my mind
when you walked away
i try to run
but i'm frozen
paralyzed
with pain
with hurt
shame
blame
would i be able to be tamed
back to life?
i need you
but i'm losing you
just as i lost the world
just as i lost myself
i need you
am i too dependent ?
i feel like no one cares
i feel invisible
like i'm not worth the world
my world
you were my world
i feel like i can never be worthy to the Moon
not worth the shining stars
you're not invisible
you're not replaceable
i'm just crying
all i can do is cry
cry tears of ice
tears of pain
and endless cries
tears of horror
and tears of lost hearts
of lost stars
of lost books of us
of lost sunrise
of being alone
not being worth anything known
i need you
with my whole being
my forgotten soul
my beating heart
and dying breath
i need you
i need you so much
i need you
i lost you
now all's left is our memories
that you soon forget
i'm forgettable
i reach for your hand
i wonder whats on your mind
you can't see me anymore
not me
just a fading memory
it really hurts
losing us
losing you
you've gone now
to find something new
all i can do
is watch
as i lose
you
