Chapter 10

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*Edit* For people who read before 21 Sept

Hey! Please re-read cause I changed some things (didn't seem to fit too well in the next chapter so I had to change some info). If you don't re-read then you'll probably be confused.

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Oh look, it's finally part 10... To "celebrate" I'm gonna try using POVs in this chapter and see how it goes (Why do I even call these chapters? They're more like short parts o.o" ). Sorry if there are any mistakes.

~Chilled's POV~

I had just finished recording a gmod deathrun video with Dlive and Ohm. They specially came to my house to record the game. Too bad Minx couldn't come but... you know...

I quickly edited the recording and uploaded it. Unfortunately, youtube froze and I had to refresh the page. Once the page loaded, I was about to click the "upload video" button but something I saw made me pause. It was a post from Minx. 'I give up' the post said. Oh shit...

"Hey guys, come over for a sec!" I called out urgently.

"What is it, Chilled?" Dlive asks as he walks over casually with Ohm following behind.

I pointed at the three words on my computer screen with a very concerned look on my face. Dlive squinted his eyes at the words, probably thinking of what his best friend could possibly be thinking of. I looked at Ohm to see if he had any idea but he just had worried look on their face.

"Maybe Minx just wants to take a break from youtube," Dlive said in an uncertain tone.

"Yeah but if Minx wanted to take a break, she would have put up a video and not post anything," Ohm argued,"It definitely means something more."

"I have a feeling it can't be good," I agreed.

'What could Minx possibly mean by that?' I asked myself. Then, it hit me in the face like a brick. "You don't think she means she's gonna...." I trailed off mid-sentence. I didn't want to think about the possibility. We all knew what shit Minx had been getting but we never thought that it would affect her that much.

"I don't know but I'm gonna go straight to her house and find out," Dlive announced, grabbing his car keys and walking towards the front door. Ohm and I looked at each other before rushing off to follow.

Soon, we were all in Dlive's car and on the way to Minx's house. It was utterly silent except for the sound of the car engine. No one wanted to talk for fear that whatever we said came true.

"I'll try calling Minx," I volunteered, breaking the silence. I took out my phone and dialed the British woman's number. Unfortunately, she didn't pick up. I hung up and tried again, hoping that she would pick. 'Come on, Minx. Pick up the phone!' I though anxiously. I heard the call go into voicemail and the beep that signaled it was recording. I opened my mouth and spoke.

"Hey, Minxy. Can you call me back? I'm kinda worried about you. Please call me back, okay?" My voice wavered towards the end. Oh god, I hope she hasn't done anything stupid!

~Minx's POV~

I'm on my last pile of pills now and down to the last drop of vodka. It's so surprising that I haven't already passed out or something. I was about to put the last batch of piles into my mouth when I got a call from Chilled. I didn't answer the call, I let it ring and ring until it eventually stopped and I was left in silence. I looked the tablets in my hand and counted them: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. These 6 six pills would be the ones that puts an end to all of this. I was sure of it. My phone dinged and auto-played the voicemail that I had received.

"Hey, Minxy. Can you call me back? I'm kinda worried about you. Please call me back, okay?"

Chilled's voice was filled with worry and anxiety and I immediately felt bad. My eyebrows furrowed as I thought, "I'm making my friends worry when I shouldn't be. I'm a bad person." I quickly pulled my keyboard forward and added one last line to my note. There, now I can die in peace. I tipped the 6 pills into my mouth and swallowed it together with the last of my vodka.

I sat there at my table waiting for the comfort of darkness to come over me. I don't think I have ever been this relaxed and calm in my entire life, just waiting for death to take me to hell where I belong. I started to feel dizzy and my eyelids got heavy. I rested my head on the table and shut my eyes completely, ready to embrace death with both arms.

I quickly looked back at my life and thought of all the good things that ever happened in it. I paused at the memories of meeting all of my friends, playing games with them and my first kiss with Krism. I put on what I hoped was a smile on my lips. I couldn't feel my body anymore, it felt nice to finally be free from me. I replayed all of my happy memories over and over again, trying to die happy. Goodbye, everyone.

Eyy, guys! Look, I finally updated! Are you proud of me, senpai? Thank you so much for all of your support, guys. It means so much to me. I'm sorry I took so long to update, though. And look, I added other youtubers. Why? Because I feel like I use Pewds, Ken and Cry too much.

One more thing, do you guys prefer me writing in 3rd person POV or 1st person POV? I would like to know so that I can write better. Also, why is it that everytime I ask you guys to do something, you never do it?! I mean, seriously, why? Just.... Why? I seriously don't understand you guys... Anywho, if you have read this far, I say thank you!

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