"Yg and I thought if we could do some Fan service, to divert their attention. It won't take long , after the issue's gone we can stop it right away and yg thought only Lisa and I can do it.. " She proposed and stop for awhile then continue..
"Lis, will you help me?" She look straight on those eyes with pleading
"What!? That's ridiculous jen!?" Jisoo exclaimed thinking how lisa will suffer emotionally..
While the latter left flabbergasted in her seat, thinking so deep about the pleading she heard coming from the person she have been admiring for years..
"Wouldn't that be an emotional torture for lisa, unnie?" Chaeyounga added looking to lisa, while jennie is still waiting for lisa's answer to her pleading.
"No.... it's really fine, jisoo unnie and chaeng.." lisa assured in trance
"Are you sure lis??" Jisoo assuring her, while the sobbing brunette reach for the blonde's hand and touch while rubbing softly..
"Lis, that was just a proposal coming from yg and you don't have to do it, if you aren't comfortable, we will just think of another option." Jennie explains when her sobbing die down and wiped the remaining tears
"I'm gonna do it, jen.." she smiles glancing at them and continue
"As if we didn't live together for years.. and if this happens to chaeng and jisoo unnie, I will gladly do it for them too. You are all important to me and I don't want any of you to suffer and cry everynight.." she finished and gather them in her arms..
"Thank you so much lis. I promise it won't take long, just enough that we'll distract them and forget about the issue and its done." jennie voicing her gratitude to lisa..
It will surely make lisa suffer emotionally but she would rather choose to be hurt than her jennie unnie.
She love each one of them so much that she can't take to witness and heard them cry themselves to sleep, be humiliated by the haters and make fun of, it's better her than them..
She is more than ready to take bullets for them..
After their talk they bid goodnight to the crying lady and leave her to rest, she is exhausted with all the tears she shed awhile ago..
"Unnie, lisayah: i'll sleep first I am so sleepy." Rosé mumbled yawning, she gave them hugs and kisses then walk straight to her room..
While jisoo waits for chaeng to get inside her room, she dragged lisa to the balcony and let her sat beside her.
"UNNIE?? WHAT YOU GONNA DO?? NO!? IM INNOCENT DON'T KILL ME, DONT!!" She earned a smack, a hard one at her shoulder
"Sshh! Shut up, Manoban. They might here us." She said scooting closer but the younger is still whining like a little kid covering herself with her hands.
"I still want to see my kids, unnie.. PLEAAASSEE DON'T.." she acted like pleading but the older just stare at her with 'what the hell are you talking about?'
"Are you gonna stop that foolishness or am gonna end your fvcking life right now?" She warn and furrow her brows
"OR." She straightly say and look at the older in dread, but when the older start moving closer she immediately put her hands in front of the older to stop her
"Ooopps... kidding! I said that Im foolish and I will stop this foolishness and we will talk now, unnie.." she awkwardly smile and straighten up in her seat.
"Good." And they both start to be serious and think of the things that will happen next while staringvat the clear evening sky
"Unnie, why is it that sometimes, what you want is what you don't get? Isn't that fair?" She curiously ask and sigh looking at the stars brightly shining
"No, it is not unfair limario.. you don't get them because those aren't good for you or will not help you at the moment.. We always focus on WHAT WE WANT and forget WHAT WE REALLY NEED. Humans are selfish in nature. If it is for you then it will be yours in the future, but don't assume too much and don't ride on that thought too much, you'll get hurt. People and things are involve in our lives for certain time to play their role and after their contribution in our lives they will slowly minimize their time with us, same with us to them.vdid you get my point?" She explains
"Oohh.. yes, unnie.. but that was deep unnie.. where did you get that? Anyway, do you think I can do it?"
"that is the same thing I wanna ask you, that is why I dragged you here.. Can you REALLY do it?"
"I don't know unnie. In fact, I am afraid.. I am afraid if I can stand the Pretensions without entertaining my feelings for her. I burried it already, ten feet off the ground." She sigh and smile bitterly
"Then why did you accepted it? I asked you earlier!?." Jisoo emphasized
"Because........ I love her.
I don't want her to suffer, I want her to be happy, I want to always see that gummy smile.. I want to make things easier for her.
Me suffering is enough and I don't want her to feel the same emotion I felt of keeping it to myself because it is forbidden. I want to support her on things that will make her Happy, even if it will hurt me hundredfold."
"Haaaiisst! And what about you!? Have you forgotten your feelings also exist?! I am not saying that you should not help her BUT also think of yourself, lisa.. I never thought that you Love her THAT SO VERY MUCH.. I thought that it was just an infatuation or puppy love.." Jisoo sighed deeply and just stare at the peaceful evening sky
"I wish that its just some kind of puppy love, so that it will just fade." She lean her head at the headrest of the chair.
"Don't worry limario.. you know that chaeng and I will always be here for you, ALL THE WAY." She smile and wrapped the younger in a comfortable hug.
"I know.. that's why I am confident that I will not be alone in this journey. I love you, unnie.. " she smile sweetly and tightened her embrace and burried her head on the older's neck..
"I love you too, my limario." She patted the shoulder and peck on the younger's head
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FanfictionI changed a character due to some issue before BUT i know you'll enjoy the ride ;) ⇥0IxBobkZ⇤
