Chapter twenty-one

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Lilly's POV:

After a few minutes there is around five people in the class. My teacher is at her desk. I see Jack enter with my sister behind him. He says something to the teacher with a smile and the teacher nods. I smile as I see him walk toward our table, but instead of sitting down beside me he passes me and sits beside Sophie which table is all the way in the back. I turn back around and sigh sadly. I continue to do my work. What was I expecting they are dating after all. When class finally starts no one sits next to me, so i am alone. I get sad of course no one would want to sit with a piece of shit like me. I can hear Sophie giggle. Ugh. I turn around and give them the "shut the fuck up" look. After first period I quickly grab my stuff and walk out of the class, but all of a sudden I trip over a foot. My stuff goes everywhere on the floor. I look up to see who it was and it was one of Sophie's friends. "Oops," she says innocently and then she starts to laugh. Sophie and Jack join in. Yeah you heard right Jack my close friend since Daniel left was laughing at me. And my sister was also laughing as me. "Loser," she says and walks out. I pick up my stuff while I give the death stare to Jack and Sophie. I still couldn't believe they laughed at me. I walked to my second period thinking. *at lunch* I finished my salad. I got up to through it away. And go sit back down. I sit by myself since today Jack and Sophie are to popular to talk to me. I sigh. I feel something being poured on me. I was wet all of a sudden. Who would do this. I turn around to see the same girl that tripped me. "Oops loser," she says with a evil smile and walks away. Everyone in the cafeteria is laughing. I don't even see if Jack and Sophie are laughing because my eyes are filled with tears. I grab my pencil pouch and walk out of the cafeteria. I go to my locker luckily no teachers where there. And grab my back pack. I put it on my shoulders. I tear rolls down my cheek. I run out the school. I couldn't be here any longer. I decide to go to my house. I take a Uber there. I apologize for leaving the seat sticky but he says it's okay. I walk inside. And luckily my mom isn't here. I open the door and close it. I slide down the door tears rolling down my cheeks. Remembering how I have been strong all these years. All the feelings I had kept inside. I let it all out. After a few minutes I finally decided I could show no sight of weakness. So I go take a shower and change into this.👇

I don't want to stay in the house so I walk to my dads grave

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I don't want to stay in the house so I walk to my dads grave. When I get there I greet the security. "Hey dad," I say. "Today wasn't a good day Sophie and Jack started acting like bitches." Excuse my language, but I feel like I am not wanted I just- I don't know." "If you were here everything would be different." "Daniel left too." I say with tears in my eyes. "I need you dad I know it's not possible that you come back, but I want you too." I say crying. "I feel lonely in this world, I feel unwanted." "I feel numb." "Jack laughed at me and it hurt me," I say crying. "Bye dad," is the last thing I say before I leave with tears. I walk home slowly knowing the bus is about get to bus stop. I honestly don't care. When I reach my street I see Sophie and Jack get off the bus they walk beside me. "Where are you coming from and why are your eyes puffy," Sophie ask. "Why do you care," I say. She rolls her eyes. I pick up the  pace. When I get home Sophie says Jack will be at our house for a little. I shrug and walk into my room. My sister decides to take a shower. "Hey," I hear someone say I turn around and it's Jack. I roll my eyes and turn back around. I take my book out and start to read. "I am sorry for what Emilia did" he says. "Yeah that's why you laughed," I say not looking at him. "I don't know why I laughed," he says and sits next to me. "Okay I accept you apology but that doesn't mean I forgive you," I say. "Ok but where were you coming from," he ask. "My dads grave," I say. "Oh okay," he says. "I go there a lot when I feel lonely, numb, unwanted which is everyday," I say my eyes never leaving my book. "But you are wanted," he says. "Sure you just don't understand," I say. "Babe," my sister calls Jack. "I better go," he says and goes with my sister. I pull out a picture of Daniel and i. It was of us hugging a week before he left. I sigh. He left-he is gone- he didn't even say goodbye.
*Alyssas POV*
These Past five years have been a hella of a ride. First I had my precious angel Emily. And secondly I am back with Micheal. It's not what it seem. He forced me to have a relationship. Threatening that if I didn't he would take Emily, and Lilly. Then he would kill Sophie because she wasn't his. I put up a fight and tried to kick him out, but it was no use. So we are "dating." The girls look happy about, but I have to break some news to them.....
Lilly's POV:
I hug it. I still miss him. I don't care if he left, but what the most painful part Is that not only did he leave without saying goodbye, but I'll never know if I'll say hello again.....

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