Your words
Your actions
Hurt me
Wound me
And not just me
Everyone
Is hurting
Because of You
Your family
Your friends
My friends
Strangers
No one believes me
When I say
You're abusive
You're toxic
No one
Realizes
So I'm left alone with this
Agony
Everyone trusts You
Never me
Which hurts
Even more
And I'm left
With this ache
Nothing to ease it
Nothing to fix it
This unrelenting
Anger and hate
Toward myself
Wanting to heal
And You
I want You
To leave
Yet want You
To stay
Make my pain worse
That's all You want
Don't leave me
Not yet
So many
Insecurities
And You hit
Every one
Self-conscious
Self-hatred
Caused by You
And You alone
Worrying about
What I'm doing wrong
To have made You
Like this
It's all my fault
That You
Hate me
I'm what's wrong
And now
Seeing You
Is painful
Knives stabbing
My heart
Want to get over it
But You still manage
To hurt me
From the other side of the room
Why would You
Hurt me
How could You
Cause this
The no one
That You were friends with
For so long
Oh so long
And I remember
The good times
The happy memories
As I push You aside
The Happy
Kind
Caring
Person You used to be
Disappeared
Replaced
With you.
And I'm leaving you
I'm leaving your lies
I'm leaving your hate
And I'm leaving the power I gave you
The power to hurt Me
Is no longer yours
No one
Should have that power
No one
Will have that power
Over Me.
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My Attempts at Poetry
PoetryMostly vent poetry. I apologize for how bad it is. Arts not mine. Poetry is all mine and the stories in them are true.
