what's your biggest fear?
mine would have to be needles.. or losing people i care about..
yeah that takes the cake.
i hate losing people i care about because it's so hard for me to move on,
just like breakups. they both suck, but in my opinion, losing friends hurt more.
there's this one girl who is literally my whole world, i love her to death.
but that's the problem. she means everything to me, but i feel like i
mean so little to her.
that scares the hell out of me.
she can effect my mood on so many levels.
and it sucks.
this is a big reason why i'm scared to get close with people and i push everyone away.
i don't want to care about anybody else as much as i do this girl.
i don't want to lose her, ive came close so many times.
she means so much.. too much.. to me.
i love her, i do.
i just need to try and not fuck this up.. right?
