Little Too Late? (JenSoo)

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Jennie's POV

I'm here walking out of my office after a tiring day without my girl waiting for me.

It has been six months when she left me.

Some would say that it's been quite awhile now and t i should have moved on and date again but no I can't, I don't even know if i will love this much again.

Yes, people know about us already, a little too late, right?

I should've come out when she was still here, maybe we could have gone on a date without acting like bestfriends but as lovers.

Every single day when i wake up i always wish that it was just a dream and she's beside me sleeping soundly.

God knows how much i miss her smile, her laughter, her scent, her touch, her kisses, i miss my baby so much. There were plenty of times i want to end my life cause i cant take the pain anymore but i know she would never like it.

I have a lot of regrets,

If only i made her as my top priority,

If only i had the courage to come out and fight for us,

If I knew she will leave me again to soon, i would have made the most of the time i had with her.

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Instead of going home i went to the nearest beach to see the sunset, we plan to come here after her birthday but the accident happened.

I get out of the car bringing the letter Jisoo left for me. I did not open it yet because i am not ready.

The place makes me feel better, the cool breeze and the sound of the ocean.

I sit on the bench and took out the letter and open it.

Just looking at it made me cry.

Jen

How are you, Love?

I am sorry.

I did that because i don't want you to get stuck in this relationship were you always have to choose between me and your priority.

I did not give up, i could wait for you to have the courage to come out no matter how long it will take.

But when i lose my parents i knew things will be different, i'm not gonna be the same happy Jisoo you knew

Losing them would make me depend to you more and i don't want to add up on your burden.

You are the most wonderful person i have ever known so you deserve better.

You deserve someone better than me.

Someone who could give you the world.

Someone who you will lean on and not someone who you need to look after always.

Someone who is not weak like me

I am letting you go now,baby.

Go out and love again.

Laugh more often,

And have a happy family.

Forget about me.

This lifetime is not for us

But hey baby I'll meet you in our next life, i will find you there, marry you and have our own family. I hope you wont reject me there.

I love you so much

My baby

My girlfriend

My wife

My everything

My life

My love.

Till we meet again

Love,

Chu

"I hate you, Chu! How could you do this to me? I will never forgive you but Baby i hope you will forgive me. Yes, you are right. I don't deserve you, because you are far more than what i deserve. Thank you for loving me this much Jisoo. Baby, i will marry you in our next life no matter what happens, we will have a happy ending there. Wait for me Chu but for now I will live this life to the fullest just like how you wanted me to do. I love you so much and i will always will. Good bye".

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"the end" i said as i finished reading the book. I am in the park under a big tree

"what the fvck!" i took out my phone out of my pocket and dial my sister

"JOOHYUN UNNIE!!!! HOW DARE YOU GAVE THIS BOOK WITH A DAMN UGLY ENDING? I LET YOU USE MY NAME CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WILL GIVE ME A HAPPY ENDING! AAAARRRG!"

"hahaha what? I can't hear you, Jen."

"Unnie please change the ending. Jennie deserves Chu!"

"Gotta go Jen! Haha"

"UN--"

"AAEEEHH EVEN ON THE BOOK MY LOVE STORY STILL SUCKS! DAMMIT" i muttered as i throw the book at the back

"OOOUCH!" i heard someone shout

I stand up and found that i hit someone on the forehead while sleeping.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, i didn't mean that" i said i am trying to help her to stand

"You should be more careful, i didn't get enough sleep at home" she said as she tried to fix her hair

OHHHH MY GODDDDD SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL.

"Ah uhm Let me treat you on a coffee. Uhmmm p-peace offering hehe" i said nervously while staring at her face

"Chicken" she said as she pouts

My heart my soul. Heeeeelppp

"oh- okay sure. Chicken!"

"K, let's go. I'm hungry and i still have class in an hour" she said as she walks away

"Hey! What's your name? I am Jennie Kim. You?" i asked as i followed her,

"wait Jennie Kim you forgot your book"

"forget it. I don't like it" I answered and she just nod

"so tell me your name!"

"Jisoo. Kim Jisoo"

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