All or Nothing

11

Lani POV

I was in the bathroom crying my eyes out. Raven did something to me that day in parking lot. She putting shit inside me like she didn't have any respect for me as a woman or a person all together.

Me waiting for test results to come back is not how I wanted to live my life. I had already took a pregnancy test from Walmart because they said they found sperm but it came back negative. At this point I'm just scared of whatever news my doctor give me.

Everyone thinks I'm being strong but really I don't want them to see me like this. Especially Hazel she has her own issues to deal with. Plus if she was to see me cry then she'll want to be around me 24/7 and not get any work done.

I haven't even been to my own home because I'm just so scared. Raven knows where I live plus I don't want to be alone.

I wiped my tears before putting my shades on. I didn't bother saying bye to anyone in the salon I just walked out and got in the car.

I got money blue and green
Drop them racks on double G's
Yeah, I'm a Gucci fiend
Feel like Tarzan, all these trees
I get so high I can't breathe
Like LeBron, bitch I'm a king
But I never leave my heat
Yeah, what the fuck you mean
Hop in and hear the exhaust
Hit the gas, watch me get lost
Tell that bitch keep on her drawers, yeah
Yeah, 'cause you know I want them jaws, yeah
No you can't text or can't call, no
I got a bitch at the house, yeah
Give that ho straight to my dawg, yeah
Dunk that ho like basketball, uh
You know I'm all 'bout my figures
Young nigga gettin' them digits
Young niggas goin' gorilla
I heard you be talkin' that peeler
Boy you know you not no killer
My chopper eat niggas for dinner

If you haven't already noticed Key Glock is one of my favorite rappers with his fine ass.

I cruised towards my mom's home and let myself in. I walked towards her room and she was sitting in her bed watching TV. I crawled in her bed and begin watching TV with her. "Do you think it'll be too early if Hazel and I find a place together"

"People always saying something is too early in a relationship, but who's relationship is this based upon? If y'all are ready for that commitment then make the step don't hold back because you want to listen to what other people think" She answer

"It's only been 4 months but I love her" I say

"Aww" my mom cooed

"I never felt this way about any girl before. She's so gently with me, even when we argue she doesn't go all crazy it be me I always antagonize her" I say

"Well baby did she say anything about getting a place together" my mom ask

"Yeah she was telling me she was going to sell her home because I guess the market is doing really good right now and she can get double of what the bought it for. I'm like and where you gone be and she was like your house if you don't mind" I say "and then I was like we might as well move together. And then she was like we can go looking if that's what you really want"

"I think you should do it because what's the worst that could happen? It'll be y'all home and both of your name would go on the lease" My mom answer

"You right, YOLO" I scream making her smack me "Would you stop hitting on me" I lightly smack her back

"Oh you want to hit your mama" she smack me harder

I just pinched her side and she begin hitting me all over "Okay okay I quit"