Shades Of Ivy

isolation

Living in a land that's intricately crafted in my head
Bottling up my thoughts and struggles and tears solemnly shed
How is it that you never noticed that you were slowly killing me
All the while I watched you swim in happiness and glee

Silence is where I live
And comfort is what I give
Fed up with many spectres of life
My feelings stabbed with a knife

I used to love living
Yet now all I think is of leaving
Solitude is my soulmate
An emptiness filling me and sealing my fate

I'm alone but you never cared
I hoped you'd smile but you just glared
So now I prefer loneliness
And laugh at my foolishness

This is my song
One that I sing all alone
A melody I dance to
A land that used to be with you

My acapella written by me for me
Why look when I longer want you to see
I'm tired of pulling back and forth
Lost of all faith in a once longed for warmth

In isolation I bask
But I hide tears behind this mask
Alone I march through this single rock trail
Burning away my toxic fairytale

Why lie? Yes I do miss someone but I've finally decided to move on; that person doesn't even want me anymore, we've stopped talking and we just fight if we ever do. I'm still hanging onto that last thread of hope but a little longer and that too will fade away.

I'm being rather sadistic and a bit of a pessimist. I'm done for tonight since it's well into the lonely hours of 3 and I'm satisfied with this so goodnight!

(Oh look that rhymed)