incapable

blame

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" My girl's on a train
She's going far away
She's never coming back
She gives me heart attacks "

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head against the window watching the scenery flash past her in a continuous blur is how millie spent most of her time during the car ride shared between her and finn, but she was done she needed to know if he was okay

"finn are you okay?" millie asked, ripping her head away from the cold, condensation covered,car window.

"i'm fine millie, really, don't worry about it sweetheart." he shifted in his car seat as he drove steadily, not even making eye contact. she noticed the way he chewed on those perfect lips, and the way he would narrow his eyes on the road as if something brand new and interesting popped out of no where when in reality there was nothing new and interesting, he was doing it to stray attention away from him.

"well, i don't believe you." millie scoffed silently, slumping her whole body in disappointment, she knew he wouldn't tell her, she never thought of him as the stubborn type.

"you don't have to believe me millie just like you don't have to care for me." finn twitched his eyes over to her, but only for a second because he indeed found her very distracting, he was scared he wouldn't look away and just crash the car.

she rolled her eyes, he hated that he had to be secretive around her but he had to be, if he told her all his secrets she would surely become afraid of his intense feelings.

it was silent again, an uncomfortable dense silence that both millie and finn despised, he bit the inside of his cheek as he focussed on the road on front of him, snow was still falling but at lesser rates.

she kept eyeing his car's glove box, her curiosity waiting to be itched. she lent forward in the passenger seat opening it up and rummaging through it.

she scoffed as she pulled out a slightly small black box that had 'magnum' written over it in large gold letters

"really finn? condoms?" she giggled as his face turned bright red

"p-put then back please." he stutters our embarrassingly making her chuckle, putting them back in the glove box as she rummaged through it again, pulling out a tape

"i swear if this is porn-wait." her voice became confused as she saw what it was labelled 'calpurnia'

"calpurnia?" millie asked confused, her favourite character or is this a different calpurnia? was he ever with someone called calpurnia and this is the mixtape he made for her? a slight twinge of dread filled her veins

"oh you are not meant to see that." finn snatched it out of her tiny little hands in an instant

"what is this calpurnia?" millie questions, arching an eyebrow.

"the band i play in." he mumbled with hesitance

"i thought you didn't have a name for your band." she narrowed her eyes at him making him sigh, taking one hand off of the wheel and scratching the back of his neck awkwardly