LOVE AnD WAR

Chapter 9

                                                         

(Song- I'm a mess : Bebe Rexa)

I don't know why I agree to this deal. I am of course going to pay for it. It is because I can't face Mom and Dad, like which I saw today .Even they made my life miserable by being so strict....I love them more than anything in this world.Dad and mom till now had approved my opinions and given me whatever I dreamt of.This was my time give them something which they dream of.This company was their dream.Selling this company will make their mental situation so bad.

If I said NO to this deal....Our company will be collapsed.I cant even imagine my Dad's situation after that. Now I don't have anyone on my side. The one who were there already betrayed me. I can't betray my parents!

But as I said YES.... I will lose my whole life to be spend with the person I hate the most. There are billions of people on earth. But atlast it is Ashton.

God is testing my patience.I don't know what I'm doing to myself.
When Margaret and Evan knows about this...how are they gonna react?

What will students at college gonna say?

I am sitting at seaside watching the waves smashing the shore intensely.Earphones are plugged in...listening to random songs...
Obviously crying like a little girl.

After Ashton left from the office...Mr Parker asked my dad not to worry about him. He left the company leaving a contract saying all the details about our marriage and partnership with the company.
Before dad could say anything...I left from there.

I don't know what else to do. I can't console them. At least they have each other...what about me? I don't even have a friend to talk to. The one I had...betrayed me.

I'm a mess.
I'm a loser.
I'm a hater.
I'm a user. For your love it ain't new...
I'm a mess.
I'm obsessed. I'm embarrassed. I don't trust no one around us.

Sometimes the lyrics of songs are perfect for your situation.
I wish if I could run away from all this mess.

ASHTON.....
Why does his father acting so rudely towards him?
I am wondering at least if he could do something to stop this...

" Are you thinking of more ways to make my life pathetic? Are you not enough with the dramas made last summer?"

Someone said from my back.When I suddenly turn back...its none other than Ashton.

Speak of the devil!

I acted like I didn't saw him and volume up the song...Looked back at the long sea in front of me. He is saying something I still acted like I don't care.
Ashton forcefully snatched my earphone away.

" I'm talking to you Brittany Hogans." Ashton said angrily.

"Can't you see that I don't care that you are talking...Leave me alone Ashton.Dont make a scene." I said looking at the sea.

Ashton pulled up my hand and made me stand in front of him.

"What is your problem?????" I screamed at his face.

" You are my problem.Why can't you get out of my life? You are the reason for all this happening around me. I regret meeting you in my life Brittany.If I didn't met you last summer...."

"Don't you dare talk about last Summer. Also this marriage problem is bought up by your dad.I don't have any interest in marrying you. This matter subsisted for the company. I would do anything for my parents. That's why I said Yes....Did you get me?

Also Ashton.....Dont you feel shameful to stand in front of me. All these days you knew about Margaret and Evan!!!! After all that happened at stowe village...You could have shown some pity on me...You are a BEAST!!! I hate youuuuu!!!!!" I said right at his face.

Ashton stand there silently looking at me.My eyes filled with tears.I don't know what to do. I felt like I should rip him apart...Fall there and scream!!! But I just stand there looking his eyes.

" Brittany...." Ashton start to say something. Before he could complete it I said,

" Ashton...We both are not interested in this marriage.
I'm doing this for my parents and our company.
You are forced by your father for a sudden marriage.It will be either me or Amy I guess. As the partnership of your father's company is important for us I have no other choice.After one year let's get divorced. That's the only option I see." I said.

Running his hands through the hair, Ashton turn around fiercely.He is thinking something.

I want to scream....I want to cry....I want to kill myself for doing this...

Ashton turn around and said,

"Ok...Everything will be done according to your plan. But on one condition...After our marriage we will be living at Vermount." Ashton said.

Nooooo Waaaaayy!!!!!

              
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From here...the best part begins....
We can see...how do Ashton and Brittany meet ?
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