I don't really know how to talk to people the right way so I say things that aren't helpful or O freak out and say things I shouldn't..... And I wanna apologize for being an idiot and a horrible human being by having anxiety and being socially awkward.... I wanna help and I wanna say things that help and not sound stupid or worthless.... And it spikes my anxiety and depression up and I have no idea what the person I'm talking to thinks... And for me it's scary... to not know if they hate you, think your stupid, can't talk right, is a shitty person, loves watching people in pain.... but all I wanna do is help....
I Just wanna die.....
Only because I'm so awkward....
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Something to think about💥
Non-FictionThis is a book about whatever comes into my head. A place where I can dump out all of my frustrations and anger into, so bewear it's not good but it's something at least. -comet💫💣