im an idiot....

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I don't really know how to talk to people the right way so I say things that aren't helpful or O freak out and say things I shouldn't..... And I wanna apologize for being an idiot and a horrible human being by having anxiety and being socially awkward.... I wanna help and I wanna say things that help and not sound stupid or worthless.... And it spikes my anxiety and depression up and I have no idea what the person I'm talking to thinks... And for me it's scary... to not know if they hate you, think your stupid, can't talk right, is a shitty person, loves watching people in pain.... but all I wanna do is help....

I Just wanna die.....
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nly because I'm so awkward....

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