This sudden pain
it comes and goes
and I don't know
Maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm right
I recognize I lost my mind far back in time
It hurts and I can't explain why
I learned that bruises fade away
Bones grow back to it's place
Like a sudden illness
my heart why danm why?
It beatsbeatsbeats like this
Non-stop
Just a glance it's enough
I wonder why
I really wonder
We are so young
We were young back then so why now it feels so heavy
I can't just say "I don't regret had fallen in love with you"
In fact it's a lie
I regret
I regret everyday
I don't know about you
But I
Find it cute when you play the cool
I find it cute when you play the fool
I find it cute when you laugh at me
When I sing you say is horrible
But you're teasing me
You pick on your phone
You record it all
I'm seriously pissed
But I'm melted
When I do something funny you take a picture
I know you keep secret photos of me
Me too
I stumbled to get up on your skate
It's cute the face you look at me
Everything is perfect
I even remember when you hugged me
It was just a moment
But I was touched
Melted
Uncontrollable heartbeat
Then you laughed at me can I just love you and you love me?
Can we just make it simple ?
Just happiness here
I guess it's a no
So don't complain
Cause it's painful
I'm moving away
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Anxiety with a ribbon [Poetry]
Poetrypoetry collection about anxiety as a teenager "Tie it neatly Really tight Make sure it scapes their eyes That little thing that frightens you inside Don't let it show Don't let it be So make it perfect Make it real So they don't what's happening...