Pain this feeling
That won't settle down
And somehow my mind is a mess
And I suddenly can't control myself
Totally lost somewhere in the void
Yet I cannot avoid that
Totally numb yet it stings
Deep down it hurts
I want somebody to hug
Anyone really
Because I don't know
Future is uncertain
I don't have control
I'm so dumb
It stings
But I barely know why?
What's happening
I do it all on impulse
I'm so mean, I'm so bitter
But still I'm scared
So scared of pain
It painfully hurts
Somewhere I no longer breathe
And my heart I want it to stop
Because I'm sorry everyone
I'm sorry I don't seem to know how to love
And that's it
I don't even know
So I'll pretend I'm lost
Pretend I don't know
It's to hard
I'll be running away inside my head
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Anxiety with a ribbon [Poetry]
Poetrypoetry collection about anxiety as a teenager "Tie it neatly Really tight Make sure it scapes their eyes That little thing that frightens you inside Don't let it show Don't let it be So make it perfect Make it real So they don't what's happening...
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