My heart's dripping
It's crying and I'm smiling
"Growing up"
Is it pretending to be strong?
Or is it being frightened of failure?
Maybe holding on till it's unbearable?
Till it drips from my eyes like a fountain
Oh, go to hell with your pity!
Don't look at me like a mysteryI want to hide away
From myself
From the whole damn world
If possible
Because you don't know about
This panic insideThe Windows stopped
And there's no restart
There's no option left but I'll tryThey say "breath my darling"
and I swear I'll try
To breath alrightDressing up
Eating sugar
Doesn't help with this fear
Damn irrational fearNow I don't wanna hear
Let me be here
Soon I'll be just fine
Till the next time
I'll just breath alright
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Anxiety with a ribbon [Poetry]
Poetrypoetry collection about anxiety as a teenager "Tie it neatly Really tight Make sure it scapes their eyes That little thing that frightens you inside Don't let it show Don't let it be So make it perfect Make it real So they don't what's happening...