James walked out and slammed the front Tracey looked at me and said " you need to get fucking help why do you let this man beat on you and don't even call the police u need to get a restraining order on this nothing ass nigga" I looked at Tracey like she was stupid which she was because she acting like she didn't hear wtf this nigga just told her.. I said nah Tracey I cant do that I just can't .... 3 Months went by and I found out that tavia had the baby she still ain't know that I was fucking with her baby daddy i hope she found out so I could see what this bitch would do ... It was 3 am and it was strange because James didn't come in for the night if he didn't come in he would of at least texted me or called but he didn't do either... I called his phone but it went straight to voicemail I texted his homeboy that he was always with but my messages didn't deliver that's when I started to get worry I was scared cus now it's been the 2 day I haven't heard from James and his phone still went to voicemail I know how I get.. I started panicking and I worried myself day & night .. it was Friday and I was sitting in the living room watching tv Eating a subway sandwich and a bag of hot flamings I turned on the 9:00 news on channel 9 and the news reports wasn't talking about nun but the same shit they always talk about every time somebody getting shot .. " A black male drug dealer was shot and killed on the corner of 16th street " the news reports said... I was praying and hoping that it wasn't James I prayed all night until I got a Call from a unknown number I Answered hoping it was James but it wasn't it was his homie shawn he took a deep breath and said
" Babygirl I'm sorry to tell u but James got shot 15 times in the back and he didn't make it mann" I couldn't even say nothing I dropped the phone and dropped to my knees and screamed and cried all night I asked God Why me what did i do to deserve this mann .. 2 weeks went by and I found myself being depressed I didn't eat for a week I didn't even answer nobody calls I couldn't believe this happened to me..
