Kelepto I.g

5:

After last night, I felt weirdly empowered. I had my first real sexual experience, it wasn't amazing or anything but it was a milestone for me I guess. My innocence slowly being peeled back like layers of an onion. Wait..gross.

•••

Today was Saturday and Ian was coming over since I was gonna have the house to myself. I obviously had much to tell him, and I was both nervous and shy about it and excited.
"Hey" he smiled as I opened the door
"Hi" I stood on my tip toes and he leaned down kissing me quickly before pushing us both inside.
"I brought some homework that I need help with smarty pants" He grinned and I rolled my eyes plopping down on my bed.
"Guess what?"
"Hmm?" He responded not looking up
"I tried what you said last night" I smirked and blushed making him look up at me, obviously intrigued
"Oh yea?"
"Mhm" I smiled
"What's the verdict?"
"7.5 outta 10" I laughed and he smirked
"Only 7.5?"
"Yea, I didn't really know what I was doing obviously, so it wasn't that great" my face was warm as I spoke openly to the boy
"Congrats on your first sexual experience Liv" he laughed and I smiled
"Do I get a trophy?"
"No but you get me?" He smiled leaning up to kiss me.
"Maybe you can teach me something else? Ya know like other kisses or whatever, this is getting kinda boring" I didn't look at him, feeling very small as I spoke
"If you want to" He shrugged and I nodded, shifting so I sat on his lap. He smirked, looking into my eyes with this enticing look that made my stomach flip.
"Just follow what I do, ok?" I nodded and he leaned into me, connecting our lips, the pressure was a bit more intense, his hand holding the back of my neck softly, our lips moved slowly, he eased me into it but I still had no clue what I was doing. I felt myself flinch as I felt his tongue touch my slightly parted lips, He whispered against me to relax and I did, allowing his tongue into my mouth, I moved mine with his slowly, I felt myself moan slightly into his mouth and his hand gripped my hip. We continued for a while until we eventually broke apart, leaning our foreheads on each other.
"You're a natural" He chuckled and I blushed laying my head on his shoulder
"Was I bad?"
"No, you caught on pretty fast" he smiled and I smiled back. I leaned into him slightly, placing small kisses on his neck, feeling his neck vibrate as he groaned
"You keep doing that I won't be able to stop myself" he warned
"Stop yourself from what?" I asked mildly confused
"Taking you right here baby"
"Ya, I'm not ready for that just yet" I laughed
"But I like seeing you like this" I groaned and he smiled
•••

After a few more hours of homework and kissing breaks we were both laying down, my body cradled into his, his fingers raking through my curls, his other hand holding me to him by my back. My arm wrapped around his torso and my cheek pressed against his chest, feeling so comfortable I was nearly asleep.
"Baby" He whispered making me slightly groan
"You sleeping?"
"Almost"
"Come on stay up with me"
"Can we take a little nap? Please just for 30 minutes?" I begged, holding him tighter
"Ok, 30 minutes and then we get to what I want to do!" I slightly nodded, feeling myself fall asleep on him.

•••

I was woken but by soft words in my ear, I squinted as I opened my eyes seeing Ian looking back at me smiling
"I let you sleep for an hour, it's time to get up" He smiled and I sighed, moving to lay completely on top of him, wrapping myself around his body.
"Come on" he whined
"Olivia Tate Bergen" He slightly yelled making me pinch him out of annoyance
"Ow what the fuck"
"Shut the hell up"
"Woah woah woah, since when do you curse?"
I just rolled my eyes, sitting up so I was now straddling him.
"Loving the view cupcake" he grinned and I rolled my eyes, hoping off of him and making my way into the bathroom.
•••

Me and Ian were in the kitchen, he was eating and I was watching him drinking a protein thing that my brothers always get for me, they taste like chocolate so it's cool I guess.
"Eat something" Ian said his mouth full
"I'm good" I laughed
"You're like 5 pounds you need to eat something"
"First off, rude. Second off, I'm 105 so frick off Ian" I laughed and he shook his head smiling
"Yea whatever sweetheart"

•••

After he stuffed himself we were back in my room, we were talking about random stuff and just enjoying each other's company
"Can I ask you something?"
"These are always fun so go ahead" he laughed
"When did you loose your virginity?"
"Uh I think I was 13, maybe 14 I don't remember" he nodded and I looked at him
"What was it like?"
"Felt good, like really really good. The girl really knew what she was doing" he smiled and I made a face
"Weirdo"
"How am I weird?"
"The way you talk about stuff is just funny and odd I guess, but I like it"
"I like how innocent you are but your ability to still make bold conversation" He smiled and I laughed
"I'm kinda freaked out at even the thought of having sex, it's intimidating" I confessed
"Yea I can see where you're coming from, you're still young, and you're a fairly sheltered girl no offense so I could see why you'd be nervous"
"I mean obviously at some point I wanna loose it, but i don't know man, I'm so self conscious I'd just be so awkward that whole time" I laughed and he smiled
"I doubt whoever you get with will care, they'll be glad such a beautiful girl is letting them touch her" I smiled at him and he winked
"Who knows, maybe you'll be the lucky guy mr. Ian Gallagher" I grinned and he made a slightly shocked face
"I hope so" he smirked and I rolled my eyes , blush warming my face and chest as he kissed me softly.
"If I let you at some point, take it, you have to promise to listen to me if I say stop and be gentle with me you know I'm a sensitive little baby" I groaned and he laughed
"Promise" he stuck out his pinky and we laced them, I smiled laying my head in his neck , wrapping myself around him.