"I can't be around you. You remind of what happened. Every time i see your face, every time i hear your voice, I just can't handle it. Please just go Alejandro"
12/30/18
Alejandro stayed on my line constantly. I get he's sorry but i don't want to keep getting hurt. I'm doing good without him. At the beginning i was in shock and couldn't stop crying. Today i was gonna go shopping for some clothes because some of my clothes are starting not to fit. I'm three months now. It's fucking crazy like there's a whole ass human in my stomach.
I got ready and allat then posted on my ig. I didn't block Alejandro on anything just in case if something happened with the baby.
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jules.s: shopping day, in need of some new clothes😩💛(my bump looks hella big at this angle)
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destiny.ramirezz: baby gettin big😭🙏
nataliaa.r: sunshine head ass🌞😂 jp love ya <3
masterkato: i needa know if i'm finna have an niece of nephew
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I was going shopping by myself because i didn't really feel like talking to anyone at the moment. I didn't go to the local mall because i was pretty sure Alejandro knew i was going to the mall and would try and show up.
I pulled up to the mall and when i walked in some girl came up to me.
"omg aren't you ohgeesy's girlfriend?!" she said
"no" i said and walked away. She looked mad confused it was funny.
I was shopping around for awhile when i felt someone tap on my shoulder. So i turned around.
"best friend?!" kato said causing me to smile
"hey best friend, it feels like i haven't seen you in years" i said laughing
"yea, uh are you here by yourself?" he asked confused
"yea, why?"
"i was just asking" he said then i realized that Alejandro might be with him
"wait is Alejandro here with you?" i asked kato
"oh shit yea"
"well ima dip" i said popping the 'p' at the end
"yea i get it" he said then i hugged him. Then i kissed his cheek like i always do but he turned his head.
"boy did you just" i said then slapped his shoulder and he just started laughing
"i'm sorry, it was an accident" he laughing his ass off
"yea it better be" i said laughing with be
"okay for reals ima leave before i see him" i said then walked out of the store. I walked out of the store and saw Alejandro but i'm pretty sure he didn't see me. So i just kept walking to the exit, until i heard someone yelling my name. Then i turn around see Alejandro running after me holding up his pants, lookin fine as hell. Ugh why do i still love this cheating man.
"Julianna wait" i heard him yell but i just kept walking but it wasn't long until i felt him grab my arm.
"baby please talk to me" he said but i kept ignoring him. He stayed walking next to me.
"come on mamas please" he said. Every time he called me that it completely melted my heart.
"what Alejandro what do you want?" i said getting annoyed with him
"you're talking to me" he said smiling. Damn that was the cutest smile i've ever seen. Bitch stop thinking that i told myself.
"what do you want?" i said asking again
"i'm sorry baby it was a mistake"
"you're so fucking dumb" i snapped at him putting my hands on my forehead
"i know please forgive me" he pleaded
"i told myself i wasn't going to be a dumb bitch and go back to a cheating ass little boy" i said
"i'll never do it again"
"you said that last time and i believed your bullshit" i said crying out of anger
"please mamas don't be sad"
"i'm not fucking sad i'm angry" i said yelling at him
"please i'm sorry"
"fuck you Alejandro" i said then got into my car and drove off
(30 mins later)
I got home and put on some comfy clothes. Then i posted on my ig.
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jules.s: fuck you :))
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user83: a fat mood
user29: @ohgeesy ???
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I had to be petty oops...
I haven't been working much because of the pregnancy but rn i needed to get my mind off things. So i booked 5 clients, thats about 10 hours. I needed to do what i love right now and not worry about lames.
