In another life time || Bang Chan

Un Merci

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2:09 am

Lynne
Okay wow, I haven't texted this number in forever like ajfjsjdjd.
Anyways it's like 2 am in New York rn and I was like, "oh lemme check up on you".

It's so stupid Ik, it's been like a year since I left n I broke like 2 promises.
1. "I promise to text you when I land"
2. "I promise we'll still talk"
Yea sorry ab that :(( but I kinda wanted to write a thank u letter? Okay well not a letter, but a text (obviously) about what u taught me.

But before I get into that, how are u? Like are u still studying psychology or did u drop that to peruse music? I kinda hope it's the second one. Like u would always talk about music, like oK dAmN we get it, u can drop some sick beats, no need to flex. I could never do that, dancing and singing was more than enough for me.

Which reminds me,
remember how u took me to dance? Probably not bc it's been forever, but u taught me to be more open to things, and ur right, the world does have a lot to offer. Like New York has amazing food ahdhshdh (u should visit some time btw.)

I kinda forget what we did on Wednesday from time to time, but then everything kinda smacks me, like when I accidentally face planted into the trampoline that night. Btw that shit hurted like a beech, but that night u taught me that bad things happen but for good reasons. Or to not be pessimistic. wait no I lied.

Even thought u did teach me all that, u mainly taught me to be curious. Like imagine if I didn't come outside to my backyard? ALSO UR STILL A HOE FOR JUMPING MY FENCE W/O MY PERMISSION.
N ee ways, I miss u laughing at me. I don't think I ever told u, but ur laugh is kinda cute.

On to Thursday, I don't rlly think u taught me much that day, or maybe u did, I'm just big dumb yk? WAIT YOU DID TEACH ME SOMETHING SJFJSJD, u taught me to appreciate the little things. Yk like the metro bus rides, the paintings at the museum, bc u were like "small shit matters, bc then it makes big things mean something " and boy u were right.
You're actually kinda always right, it may have been ur inner psychologist tho. I'd sign u up as mine 10/10, that's if ur still into that stuff.

Friday was a big oofie. Do u remember any of it? Lemme give u a hint, ur kangaroo ass stole my first kiss. Like BiTcH wTf. Jk I may or may not have enjoyed it ;). U taught me to live a little that day and I think out of all the things u taught me, that's my favorite one. Like ur such a wise old man. I miss ur lips from time to time though.

I wonder if u remember any of this. Like do u remember us? Or like remember the things the way I do? Or as good as I remember them?

Probably not n tbh that's understandable, but Saturday u taught me to live in the moment. U need to stop kissing me off guard btw, like u always knew how to make me combust in like 0.82758 seconds. Shits not cool.
Ty for making me feel better even tho u were sad too. I wish I was good with words as u were.

Like I'm such a rambler. U kinda got me to be more social n that helps a lot in NY bc yk, LOTS of ppl.
Anyways, last but not least Sunday, I never got to ask u how u felt ab me or what we were.

Did you fall for me like I fell for you? Do u think ab me now?  You should've NOT been a pussy bitch n told me. SMH.

The Curiosity still lingers in me tho. I blame u. But also don't. U kinda just triggered it, but u taught me to say goodbye and to let go. Kinda a sad lesson, like idek why I'm crying rn typing this.
lmaoaoaoao ihy.

But I rlly appreciate the things u did for me in that last week I was in Toronto. I don't think I've ever had so much fun since, or gone out as much. Or star gazed, or slow danced. Or yk do all the things we did.

I always wonder what you're doing now, maybe u have someone new? I kinda hope not. Maybe I fell in love with u? I always ask myself, even now, bc I rlly do think I lost the bet we made, but we never settled it. Not officially anyways.

Idk if I fell in love with u or the idea of falling in love with u. Does that make sense? Idk, I'm kinda sleepy tho. So I think I'll text u again if u answer, u better bc I spent like 20 mins typing this shit out. >:((

Ty for everything,
imy<3

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SORRRYYY GUYSSSS, did u guys cry? I kinda almost did ngl.
I rlly wanted to throw in that plot twist hehdhdh. Forgive me pls.

Also the title for this chapter is "Un Merci" which translates to "A Thank you" bc it's a thank you from Lynne to Chan ab what he gave her within the week they spent together.

Anyways, it ain't over justttt yet. I still have like 2 chapters left.

I hope u guys enjoyed this story as much as I did, even tho it probably got boring at some parts :((

Ty for reading & sticking around this long <33

p.s

Any errors in the message Lynne sent are meant to be there bc she's tired & it's a text so it's not perfect.