love story → WONHA

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"Imma be under the mistletoe, with you" - Mistletoe - Justin Beiber

"Don't you even go there Eun, you know I haven't seen my mother in nearly a year and you want to spend christmas at your mother's." Sojung yelled as she threw the spoon she was mixing the christmas cookies with on the counter.

"It's my first christmas where my own daughter should be with us, but yet she isn't. So fuck you if you won't let me stay with my mother so she can comfort me." Eunha screamed back.

"What! So my love and comfort isn't enough. I do so much for you. I gave you, food, a roof over your head, clothes on your back. I helped you get off drugs, I gave you a ring, I fucking delivered your daughter. So fuck you if you think this is any more harder for me than it is for you..sometimes I really wished I had left you on the streets. Let you learn from your mistakes." Sojung shouted as she watched Eunha's expression fall.

Sojung took a few seconds before realising how bad the words were that had just came out of her mouth. Eunha stared at her for those few seconds before heading out of the door.

"No, Eun, baby wait." Sojung sighed as she placed the bowl on the counter alongside the spoon, trying to catch Eunha. It was too late, Eunha was already on the bus paying for a ticket. Sojung took note of the number of the bus, and went on her phone to check where the bus goes.

"FUCK, why am I so fucked up." Sojung sighed once again as she slammed the door to her apartment.

"Woah, woah kid. What did that door ever do to you?" SinB asked as she pulled Sojung by the wrist to the sofa.

"I've properly fucked up this time. Big time. I've lost her." Sojung sobbed, as Eunbi watched her tall friend hunch over with her face in her palms.

"You haven't lost her. You both just need some time away from each other. So you can have a breather. It isn't healthy for you to be together all the time. But it is healthy for couples to argue otherwise that's when something is wrong. Why else do you think I'm away from Yerin. I'm shitting it being away from Yennie cuz who knows what she could do to herself again but I've got to trust her. Like you need to trust that she will come home." Eunbi smiled, rubbing her friend's back, comforting her.

"You really think we are going to be okay?" Sowon sobbed, lifting her head, staring at her pal, with red puffy, mascara stained eyes.

"You two are made for each other. Of course you are going to be okay." Eunbi grinned as she pulled Sojung into an embrace.

"How is Yerin?"

"She's alright, she just needs to learn to withdrawl from her temptations. I've got rid of all her razors, and sharp objects before she came home. Even her mirrors so she couldn't break that to use it. Then we can slowly introduce the sharp objects again till she doesn't feel the urge to cut. But she is getting better, I promise."

"I'm so proud of her, and you. You two are so perfect for each other."

"So are you and Eun, that's why I think you need to go to find her. Apologise and come up with some kind of compromise. But if you need to have apology sex please proceed once I have fallen asleep and if you wake me up, I swear to god, I'll cry. I've heard you two far to many times." Eunbi grumbled as she got off the sofa and gave Sojung her car keys so she could go and find Eunha.

Sojung drove the whole number five bus route three times before the location of Eunha was found. Sojung found a somewhat safe place to park before she got out to find Eunha by the lake, next to the shop they had first met each other.

Sojung took slow and careful paces as she walked to her fiancee.

"Baby?" Sojung whispered out as she sat down next to her fiancee on the park bench.

"Hey." Eunha sighed quietly that Sojung could barely hear.

"How are you feeling?"

"As best as I can be, when someone tells you they wished they have never met you."

"Look Eun, I'm sorry. I never meant all those things I said back then. We got into an argument and it got very heated."

"But it didn't mean you had to say shit like that, especially about my daughter."

"But that where you are wrong again, she isn't just your daughter Eun, I love Chaehyun like she is my own too. Please remember that, it hurts me just as much as it does you. Plus you know I didn't mean it please."

"Do you even want me?"

"Of course I do baby. Just know that it is healthy for couples to have arguments. So please come home, it isn't the same without you there, even for that one hour you were gone." Sojung smiled, as she helped her girlfriend up.

"Okay, let's go home. But know you have to apologise properly to me at some point tonight." Eunha winked before Sojung lead her to the car.

"Just before you get into the vehicle my lady, may you offer me your services if I somehow got hold of a piece of mistletoe." Sojung mocked in a posh sort of voice, as she pulled the mistletoe out of her pocket and hung it over her head.

"You may have my services." Eunha giggled as she got on to her tiptoes and placed a small gentle kiss onto Sojung's lips, which caused Sojung to smile during the kiss.