Blurryface x Male!Reader ~You Won't Forget~

~Don't~

*WARNING: Self harm actions*

Blurryface had recently freaked out on me. He kept saying how bad of a person I still was. I thought he loved me... I had to think of a way to release this pain in this basement. The busted pipe... There was a busted pipe arounr here from not too long ago. I knew exactly where it was too. I went for it and grabbed it. He was so stupid for not tying me down. Once I had it in my hands, I had the urge to start going for my neck. I didn't want to die necessarily. I just want to release this pain. The point where it was busted was pretty sharp, so I can just use that. I bring it to my neck and make one, deep cut. I feel the pain pulse through me as warm blood flows from the cut. I didn't know how deep it was, but it must have been deeper than I thought, because I started feeling dizzy. I started swaying a little. How deep is this cut? I heard a distant door slam open. Stomping was heard and then I heard a yell. I see Blurryface standing there, staring at me. “Y/N?! What the hell happened?!” he yelled. “Pain... You were yelling at me... I'm a terrible person..” I told him, wanting to cry. I haven't felt upset in my life. I felt like a failure. He came over to me and held me, letting me fall on him. He laid me down and examined the cut. “Why..?” he said, his voice crackling. Was he about to cry..? I felt tired, but I wasn't dying. I knew I wasn't. I closed my eyes and heard Blurryface tell me, “Stay with me, Y/N. Stay with me. You'll be okay.” What is going on? Why did he care so much? I finally let the let the darkness take over. When I woke up, I was laying on a bed. I rise up and feel the terrible pain in my neck. “Woah woah woah, lay back down,” I hear Blurryface's voice tell me. I lay back down and look over, seeing Blurryface sitting there. “Y/N.. why did you do that?” he asked, worry in his voice. Why was he worried about? He shouldn't be. “I felt like a terrible person... I felt like I needed to get the terrible blood put of me... I thought it might help me clean myself and rid myself of that dirty blood... Am I better now?” I explain hoarsly. It hurt to speak, but I tried my best to. He looked away for a minute and turned back to me. He had a tear roll down his face and he reached out for my hand. “Doing that won't make make it better... Y/N, you're not a terrible person. I may say you are sometimes, but you're not. I only say that when I'm in a bad mood... I have feelings for you, Y/N. I really do. Now please, don't ever do this again. Don't ever. I worry about you,” he gushed, tears rolling down his face occasionally. He had feelings for me? He didn't want me to do this ever again? I thought he wanted me to be better. Wasn't this making me better? “Please, lay back down. Try to rest,” he instructed me. I did as he said and closed my eyes. Within minutes, darkness was taking me.

*Blurryface's P.O.V.*

I remember back then... Back before I completely took over Tyler. He used to do this. I don't quite frankly care about him, I only care about Y/N. I don't want him to die. Not yet. Not now. I needed him. I really do love him, but I could never say it out loud. I feel weak. Like my heart is becoming soft. My heart is not supposed to be soft. It's Tyler. It has to be Tyler. He's coming back. I just know it. I looked at Y/N's sleeping figure and think about why he did it. What I said really hurt him. Who am I? I barely even know who I am anymore. Am I fully Blurryface? Am I partly Tyler? Am I half Tyler and half myself? I want to stay. I don't want Tyler coming back. Y/N look so peaceful in his sleep. Almost like when I had been holding him. Gosh, I really don't know who I am. I'm not normal. No mercy. That was the only thing I went by. Now, I'm helping him and telling him not to die, when before I would threaten to kill him. I decided to do somethings around the house. He was just going to rest. I went out of my room and into the living. I turned it on and the News was on. “Earlier this month, Y/N Y/L/N filed another missing person's report for the famous singer, Tyler Joseph, before he disappeared as well. Not too long ago there was evidence that Y/L/N robbed a bank. His finger prints were found on the weapon thatvwas left behind. Now, two days ago, a woman reported a sighting of seeing Tyler Joseph along with Y/N Y/L/N riding on some back roads in Columbus, Ohio. We're searching those back roads now, but it might take a few days before we find anything. Now onto Steve with the weather,” the reporter informed. My jaw dropped. We were going to get caught. There was nothing about it. The picture of the back roads were exactly like the ones not too far away. There was a Y there, but if they went the right way first or sent officers both ways, they would find us. How would I tell Y/N? He would probably freaking out. Should I just not tell him? Our world is coming to an end. We're going to get caught. If we get caught, I don't know what will happen to us. We'll be separated, that's for sure. They won't keep us near each other. I can't be separated from Y/N. I have a plan...

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