cicatrix

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I cant reach to make them myself:
constellations on my back;
a repaired conscience under my skull;
knots in my spine;

some repair these things with gold:
others, with knives or tiny mallets
that turn pores into craters
and me? I make them worse

with every twist in the mirror,
every bend to my wrist,
a scrape of a nail means bad things
for the skin but why not? no matter

what I do, it will end the same; with
my conscience as warped as the way
my mind works. the world does not
make heroes from scarred skin
and expelling the dirty things inside me is so
simple

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