Chapter Six- I Can't

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Kurt;

No. This can't be happening. I can't be getting feelings for Dave. No. I'm just not thinking straight.

He stared into my eyes with those brown ones. I felt different when I looked into his eyes. I got those damn butterflies. I felt weak when he kissed me. What the hell is going on? How could I have developed feelings so quickly? This seems impossible.

"You're so perfect." He whispered gently once he pulled away. My breath caught in my throat. What's wrong with me?

"I think I'm sick, Dave."

"Why?"

"I think I'm going insane. I-I need help. I-"

"Sh. You're not sick, Kurt, and you're not going insane."

"Then what's going on?"

"What are you talking about?" Dave asked with his eyebrows raised.

I shook my head. "Nothing. It's nothing. Never mind."

"Okay." Dave said before getting off the bed and locking the chains again. "Be good for me. Okay?"

I nodded. "Okay."

I watched as Dave disappeared out of the room. I can't be falling in love. I'm just not myself today. Maybe it's because Dave was being kinda sweet earlier. First, we took a shower together. Nothing was sexual about it at all. After that, things were sexual, but I think I liked it... Then he unlocked the chains and let me walk around the house. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. But he is cute and so amazing. No, I can't think like that. He's a horrible person. Right?

I groaned and sighed. I'm so confused. What about Courtney? I had completely forgotten about her. I guess that isn't good. I wonder what she's doing... Does she miss me?

The night went by slowly. I felt myself smile when Dave walked into the room. I had been wanting to see him all night.

"Hey." He said with a smile.

"H-hey." I stuttered. I'm so stupid.

"I missed you." He sighed and sat beside me.

"I missed you too." I said with a smile. He leaned down and gently pressed his lips against mine, sending sparks through my body.

We laid in bed and talked for hours, but it only felt like ten minutes. We laughed and messed around until he said he was going to bed. He gave me a quick kiss before leaving the room. I missed him already.

I shook my head. Pushing the thoughts away, but not the feelings. I sighed before closing my eyes and falling into a deep sleep.

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