Tell it Like it is

Friend, now in poem form.

I have a friend that makes me want to cut

I have a friend that really fucks me up

I have a friend that likes to kick sand

Into the eyes of people she knows can barely stand

I have a friend I really want to ditch

But every time I almost do she can feel it

She makes me feel guilty

She makes me feel filthy

Until I give in

I have a friend that is always going to win

I have a friend that makes me want to sin

I have a friend that makes me sink when I really want to swim

I have a friend that's any thing but friendly

I swear to god she does it on purpose

She must really hate me

I'll shake her off someday

I say

I say

I stay

I tell myself she doesn't mean it

She doesn't know what she is saying

She tries her best

She needs me

I'm staying

I have a friend that makes me bleed

Because something in me needs too be freed

I have a friend that can inflict wounds

Without lifting a hand or boot

I have a friend that treats me how I deserve

I have a friend that kills me with words

She is so perfect, I want to be her

She gets everything she wants

Because people love her

I have a friend that drags me down

But I feel like shit so I might as well drown

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Sorry I haven't wrote anything in a long while, this was written in September and abandoned on Wattpad. The friend in this poem is also the horrible friend I wrote about earlier. Let's call her Lemon, because thinking about her leaves a sour taste in my mouth. This lemon was finally released from my life after seven slow years. She was released by me after I gave her a swift kick in the pants. I also attached a picture of my cat for your viewing pleasure ;)