My letters - jachary

Letter 3

Where did you go?
You never told us.
One day you just left.
Did you die?
Did you run away?
You never answer the phone.
Your mom told me she can't speak about it.
Why did you tell her not to tell.
I wouldn't have gone to see you.
I just want to make sure you're safe.
That's a lie I would have gone to see you.
But I swear if you told me not to come back I wouldn't have.
I love you so much it pains me to think that you're gone.
What hurts most is still not knowing where you are.
Is this what heartbreak feels like?
Is that what you went through?
I'll never know.