okay wattpad makes me really angry
sorry guys i don't write that often, that has two reasons:
1. i am doing too bad, i can't control myself anymore and i am going too far
2. wattpad deletes my stories because, according to them, i am glorifying selfharm and depression... why do they even think that? i mean this is my kind of diary and this is the only place where i can really be myself left.i
can't
describe
my
anger
but about today:
last night my best friend cam sleep over, that was very nice. when she left, i had to go to a stupid party filled with people i don't like. when i came back i took a good look at my scars, and honestly, it freaked the shit out of me. on the foto it doesn't look as bad as it is in real life, but still i wanted to add it.
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sorry guys, i don't rlly have the time to write lately. i'm working so damn hard to get better. unfortunately in the mean time there is someone doingshit to me that i don't like. i'll write about it in my next story...
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Randommy diary - depression - self harm - anxiety - disorders ***TRIGGER WARNING: INCLUDES SELF HARM PICS***