Pathétique.
Pathetic.
It keeps floating in my brain.
Right Left. Left Right
Pathetic
No judgement. No feeling. No anger. No sadness.
Juste une constatation.
One word to describe what I am. Where I am in life.
Just an observation. No judgement.
That chilling feeling. It keeps turning and turning and turning.
Pathétique.
Pitifully inferior
Absurb
Laughable
Pity
Sorrow
Until you experience it it does not fully make sense: Hating when people pity you.
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it's 10:57
almost a year ago you told me that I was not worth it
Pathetic
it's still yours
unforgettable
i love you but for him you died and he's leaving you behind
let him go
he was the one you shot
he went crazy
downhill
so close to that cliff
crying
angry
to
scarily numb
you know that shell that supposedly exist around some people hearts? It created.
so numb he would have jump
mourning
it feels like your own hand stabs you
like you loss a limb
alone
amer
bitter
I wish I had never met you
unforgettable
acceptance
YOU ARE READING
the real me
Random'kind' of diary I you feel like reading depressing stuff here you go IT'S NOT A STORY - each 'chapter' is not related to another one
