My Mafia Man

"Just a little"

I woke up on the couch in Ashton's arms . He was reading a book as I slept on his chest . I could see Dylan looking at us .

I yawned and Ashton snapped out of reading and looked at me . He smiled softly . "We both fell asleep" he said kissing my cheek .

Elio walked in . "Elio" Ashton nodded . "Ashton" Elio nodded back in respect as he sat on the chair .

Elio stared me . I think it was because i was lying ontop of Ashton instead of beside him . "Is she not heavy" Elio asked Ashton . Ashton frowned angrily at him . Ashton knew I was always insecure about basically everything about me .

"No but even if she was , I wouldn't mind" Ashton said stroking pieces of my loose hair behind my ear . I smiled secretly as I buried my head into Ashton. I could still feel Elio's gaze on me .

"Ashton" I whimpered to him . "Yeah" he asked me, speaking quietly , knowing I was sensitive to sounds when I first woke up. "Can you bring me up to the room" I asked quietly , whispering to him . "Of course , anything for my girl" He said lifting me bridal style. "And she's making you carry her" Elio said jokingly as he rolled his eyes . My face dropped to a saddened look and I seen Ashton glance at me with fury in his eyes . "I wouldn't pick her up , if I didn't want to , now shut the fuck up" Ashton snapped at him .

Elio's words hurt me , wether he knew it or not . But after all I've been through , I'm not going to let his words effect me.

I looked at Ashton as he carried me up the stairs. He's all I've ever wanted . He's all I'll ever need . I love him more than humanly possible . I would fight until my last breath for him and I wouldn't regret a thing .

My life was pain until Ashton walked in. My life was nothing but pain when he left . But I'd of rather of known what it was like to have loved and lost him , than to never of known at all .

When I ran down the road that day . The amount of pain I carried with me , not being able to see Ashton , was huge . It was worse than any beating or torture I had gotten off my father .

Ashton lay me on the bed . I hid under the covers . I felt Ashton get in . "Don't you have work to do" I giggled as he wrapped his arms around me . "Yeah" he sighed snuggling his head into the back of my head . "So..... you're not going to do it" I said questioning him curiously.

"Why can't I just lie in bed all day with you in my arms" he whined .

I was bored after awhile so I decided to tease Ashton . I rubbed my ass against his dick . He immediately put one of his hands on my hip to stop me from moving . I did it again . "Stop" Ashton growled while mumbling because he was half asleep .

I giggled innocently. I did it once more . Ashton flipped us so that he was on top of me . "Stop" he growled angrily . I smiled and pecked his lips . He sighed .

"You're horny aren't you?" He asked me . "Just a little" I smiled at him . He smirked slightly . He pressed his lips against mine , slowly turning it into a make out . He ran his hand along my thigh .

Let's just say the things he did next were impressive.

I buttoned up my trousers . I stood up and Ashton looked at me . He smacked my ass and I squealed running out . I could hear him laughing as I ran .

My stomach felt a bit funny . I didn't feel the best . It made my giggle become a moan in pain . "Shit" I thought . Wait no it can't be .

I sprinted to the bathroom and sat down thinking through things .

When's the last time I got my period ? I checked the date on my phone . Two months ago , I'm late !! Okay no, my period is always late but never this late . Maybe it's just a coincidence.

I started panicking . My eyes started welling up with tears as my heart skipped a beat .

"Shit" I said hitting the wall as hard as I could . I wasn't one to usually freak out like this but come on .

I can't be pregnant.

"Ow" I hissed as I looked at my hand .

"Ella" Ashton said knocking on the bathroom door. "Yeah" I answered the best I could acting like I was fine. "Are you okay ? What was that bang" he asked worriedly . "I'm fine , I just dropped my hairbrush" I said swallowing the lump in my throat . "Okay baby , be careful" he warned me . I silently sobbed , covering my mouth as he walked away .

I'm not ready for a baby . I dont think I'll ever be ready for a baby .

I sat on the toilet , sobbing silently . I couldn't let Ashton hear me , then he'd know somethings wrong .

"Ella that's it , open up" I heard Ashton growl from outside . Fuck sake . I unlocked the toilet and he looked at me . He seemed shocked at the tears rolling down my face .

"Hey , Hey" he said stroking the tears off my cheek . "What's wrong" he asked softly kissing my forehead .

"Nothing , it's nothing" I mumbled lying .

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