Emotional Shiz

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You're happy now. 

You don't need me.

You never needed me.

I was the one who needed you.

But it's so hard to let you go.

Knowing you'll never share the feelings I have for you.

...


When did you stop holding my hand?

When you realized it was wrong for two boys to hold hands?

When you saw she was walking in front of you?

When I wasn't special enough anymore?

...

"I love you" 

You always told me that

But not in the way I wanted you to

"I love you"

The words I've always wanted to tell you.

But it's too late now.

...

You used to always smile at me whenever we passed

But  now you scowl

You look down on me

Because of three little words

Three little words, and our relationship was gone just like that

...

You told me

Everyone has a special someone waiting for them

And I believed in those words

But maybe I believed in them more than you did.

You weren't talking about you and me

You were talking about me and some girl

You and your crush

It was never us

...

I was always shy, the nobody at the back of the corner.

But you came into my life.

And you completely changed it

You forced these feelings onto me

And when I tried to express them- you left

I'm nobody, and nobody cares

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Bright eyes, big smiles.

Eager waves, excitement ringing in the air.

All of that used to be for me

But all I can do now

is watch as the person behind me runs forward.

...

"Nobody cares"

You taught me to not listen to those words

You bought me out of the darkness

You showed me the good in the world

You gave me happy memories

But the one thing you couldn't give me was my  confession

...

My love was like a small treasure chest.

I gave it to you

I told you to take good care of it

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