Show me the new paths forged with time and despair
And love I guess
Becaus it feels like its been 16 thousand years
And its easy to forget you way in the mist
I hope you didnt forget my name
Even though my face has changed
I hope you remember my coffee order
Even though i only drank tea
It was a trick question you see
Not the tea
My face
I preferred the lights off
So you couldnt see the faces i made
So you couldnt see how hard everything was
Why i had to leave
What i had to deal with
Or how
I did none of it in a hurry
Because i didnt want to leave
No
Correction
I didnt want to go
And leave you
Because i knew you would wait
But
I dont know if you can love me still
Even though youre here and i stand before you
So i guess we have a lot to talk about
Lets throw open the curtains first
And see the centuries of dust
Itll be weird to see everything
In the almost light
Wont it though?
The rust on the once new modern chairs
The microwave in cobwebs
And even though what i describe is an Office space
It could be an apartment
For lovers
A base
For co conspirators
A cubby
For old friends
A rehab centre
For two ex addicts of something
Who k n o w s
And who c a r e s
Most certainly not
Me
Most certainly not
Them
But just what about
You?
According to your mental notes
Did I fuck up
Am I fuck up for what I did
Do you regret your timeThe wait
The reunion
The goodbye
Wait no
This needs to stop
I don't want to hear a response
Or to list the possibilities and
A
g
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n
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eOver them
This stops now
I should've never said
Hi again
And just
Left you with a goodbye
Even if it meant leaving you waiting
After all that time
Oh god this fucking time
YOU ARE READING
Shit rant poems
PoetryThere are so so so many typos and one day, I'll fix them all.....maybe