At first bi
Full bisexuality
Was just something comfy
A label I could hide behind while I only dated women and used the lesbian like a comma
To me
My bisexuality was just being a lesbian who watched straight porn
And I'd never date a cis man
But non binary people and ladies were welcome
But you see
To every rule there is an exception
And at some point in this universe every single thing meets its one equal or better
By that I mean the one entity that may test it
Leaving it either proved or changed anew
And he was that exception
Of course I never saw this coming
I was always going to be
Gay gay gay
Straight porn on weekends and when I'm all alone
Gay gay gay
Check out that guy but when no one will notice
Gay gay gay
This crush doesn't matter because I'm 90% not even straight
But it's not half gay half straight
And really on a technicality
Even if my main preference is women
I would still date non binary people, cis men and trans people
And I really know that now
I've always kind of fallen for the colour of their personality
And the kindness in their heart
Rather than for some set cut of a gender
But i never really
Really felt safe to say that
But you see he
Came in
And before I could even register it
This amazing person change my life
They made me realise that I can date
I can have the relationships I never thought I would
And I love any person for them as a person
And I knew before he told me
That in my mind
I'd love him no matter what
And I know now
I have a boyfriend
He is so fucking amazing
And handsome
And kind and lovingHave you ever loved someone who made you feel brand new?
Have you ever loved someone who made your love feel new and powerful?Have you ever loved someone who is always
Always
Alway always rightAnd in turn does the right thing every time?
I have
And you
You know who you are
My perfect gorgeous masculine baby boy and my wonderful of this universe
Have changed me
After writing for so long
In a lot of different headspaces
Writing about the same shit different ways and things newYou taught me
That the greatest thing I will ever have
Is to grow with you in love
To love is to grow
And to grow is to be new
Better
Happier
HealthierAnd more loving with you
To grow with you is my life
And you have my dedication
My all
My always and my forever
This little infinity and much much more
I love you
And I love you anew every day
YOU ARE READING
Shit rant poems
PoetryThere are so so so many typos and one day, I'll fix them all.....maybe