It's done but I didn't say it was good
And that's the big difference here now isn't itDo real people
Feel like shit
This much?
For such a large percent of their time?
As much as I do?Do real people bask in it
Do they enjoy it
Secretly
Because it's just that ageYour pain can be paraded
Anxiety is edgy
Depression cool
Pain is pretty fucking normalised
Trauma quite often fakedOr is it more like
We trivialise on all these things
Somewhere in making strides to normalising mental illness and talking about our issues
It went that bit sour
And Instagram made it a competition for validation
Gave people that place to cry for help
Making
Wolves cries and sheep's anguish so alike
Indistinguishable honestlyDo real people see it the way I do?
Do the normals ponder on it too?Or maybe I want to be special
Writing
Making as if I am the
'they'
And they (the people(the real people))
The collective themWhen in reality I'm obscuring a random thought
Expanding it for nothingFilling it with air
So that I am just writing
For that thing I said people seek
But it's really the thing people love
Crave
Hunt for
Dream about
Yearn most eagerly forValidation
Of others
Of ones selfFrom others and the self and
Who you look up to
Who you idolise
Who you love
Appreciate
Care about
Want aroundWe crave that validation
We crave to have a need
We crave to feel neededWe crave just like
Real people do
I guess
Real people wouldn't monopolise on it in such a written form as I do though
But theReals (with a trademark sign if you don't hardly mind(which you shouldn't))
Are a big bunch of general un-generalise-able people and yes that is a real phrase in the English language
Anyway they are
The worst focus group
No particular demographic or typeJust people
With the same kind of truths
The real people
Real real people if you will
Because I do
Even if I don't
L
i
v
eIt
Like all the real, real really really
R e a l people do
YOU ARE READING
Shit rant poems
PoetryThere are so so so many typos and one day, I'll fix them all.....maybe