His closed brown eyes opened, holding the tiredness trapped in them as he stared into the blurred ceiling before his exhausted eyes. He didn't dare to look to his side, not wanting to see the stares again, wishing he would have the darkness blurring him a second longer
He knew what had happened, once again. The warmness under his body reminded shim of the countless other times he had felt that feeling. The stares directed towards his side was nothing but familiar to his eyes
But no matter what he would never get used to the feeling of humiliation, a shame deep down inside of him that won't stop fighting it's way back in his head
Weather it was day or night he didn't know. Whether he was still here or not he didn't want to know. He wanted to stay there, staring towards nothing until they left his side, one by one walking outside the door trapping them with him
Leaving him to stay by himself in the comfortable bed, finally being able to be free from the sight of this side of him. A bothersome thing who was not supposed to be a part of them, for no one. Maybe they would
A tear had slipped down his cold cheek, making his pillow below him wet as he dragged his weak arm upwards, holding it straight over his eyes towards the ceiling. He focused on his slender fingers, blurring the world behind him, making them dissapear from his the view. Of his sight
"Taehyung, it's alright now, it's not your fault"
Jimin voice reached his ears, the hand of his trembling in the air as he continued to hear the reassuring words of his friend. Words he didn't manage to understand, not when his friend was sat beside him this whole time, these long hours beside him
This whole time
"I'm sorry Jimin"
He let out of his raspy voice, hand shaking as a tear slipped down his cheek once again, not being able to hide them away behind closed bars anymore
His hand in the air was now slowly coming down to cover his eyes with his forearm, afraid of showing himself like this again. Memories woken by the sound of his own sobs leaving his mouth, unwillingly letting them out infront of Jimin
His voice barely heard as he continues to repeat the same words over again the more Jimin tried to get a hold of his shaking hard, holding it in his to calm the other down.
The time went on with their hands in one another as the sobs had become quiet as the only thing heard was the chatting outside their room and the heavy breathes of the two
Taehyung eyes averted from the ceiling to turn to look at his blond friend, finding him sleeping peacefully with his head on their warm hands as quiet snores left his mouth. The blue haired smiled warm heartedly before slowly letting himself get up from the bed
His feet landing on the floor as he slowly pulled his hand away from the other, his movements careful so that he wouldn't wake the sleeping latter up, from the slumber he had gotten into after all these hours with the other
He held into the side of the bed, a tight grip around it as he tried getting up by himself from the bed. His grip grew tighter as he gritted his teeth when his weight was off of the bed, leaving him holding into the bed so that he wouldn't fall to the ground
After he curled his fingers away from the wooden bed and keeping his balance to stand on his own feet. He smiled softly to himself as he took quiet and slow steps towards the door, letting himself walk by his own control once again
He took ahold of the handle, opening it as quietly as he was able to. Getting out of the suffocating room, letting out a relieved sigh when he had felt himself breathing in the air outside his own room, feeling himself having a small grin on his face
He widened his exhausted eyes once he was met with the gaze of Jungkook and Yoongi sitting on the couch before him. The ravens gaze went upwards when he heard the creaking of the door, his jumping leg stopping when he met eyes with the bright brown ones
Jungkooks had a tight grip on his hands as they were tangled in each other. His hands were laying over his legs, his gaze was before meeting them with the other fixed on the floor beneath him
The stare Jungkook gave him was tense and sharp, he began to feel an uneasy feeling from how displeased the raven looked. His small grin on his face fell when the latter didn't let out a word from his mouth, only received the ravens jaw tightening
He got stiff when the other got up from the couch, his eyes sharp as the jaw of his was still tightened as he walked towards the other. He couldn't help but gulp down the nervousness he had in his throat as the other stopped before him
The raven let his piercing gaze stare at the blue haired, lingering on him a second before slowly reaching out his pale hand to pull the back of the others head to lay it gently on his shoulder, where Taehyungs face was met with the material of his black leather jacket
His other hand came out to pull the others body towards him, letting it stay on his torso gently, the soft touch of his skin lingering as the body of the blue hired tensed up. The breath of the other so close to him made him breath more slowly into the others arms circling his body. He felt himself being able to melt in the warmth as he sunk into his comfortable shoulder
The strong arms around him was slowly pulling away and before he could utter a word between the two, the raven had dissapeared into his room, slamming the door behind him to leave the quiet room with the sound of it
Hi turned his gaze upwards to be met with yoongi who had his hands dug in his pockets, staring at the latter before opening his mouth
"He got really worried you know?"
Yoongi said, leaving his hourse voice process in the others ears. The lingering of the warmth he felt still there as he stared down at the ground
Maybe for once he felt like it wasn't his fault
A/N
Extra long chapter cause I love u, hope u liked it
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