I wake up to Zions sweet face sleeping next to me. I caressed his face and got up to take a shower. While showering I had been thinking about me and Zion. Not our relationship or anything but our romance life. I want to have sex with him. But I can't tell if Im ready or not. One day I'm horny and want to call him but then 30 minutes later I want to not do anything. Today I had a doctors check up and I was just going to talk to her about everything. I got out the shower and brushed my hair, blow dried it, then straightened it. Zion came into the bathroom and hugged me from behind. He kissed my cheek.
"How did you sleep?" he says burying his face into my neck
"I always sleep good when I'm next to you" I say and he smiles
"Awww you're so cute" he says and he kisses me. He goes back to the bed and goes on his phone
"So what are the plans for today?" he says
"I got a doctors appointment" I say "Can you take me?"
"Yeah" he says "For what?"
"For a regular check up" I say
"Gotcha" he says "Come cuddle for a little longer babyyyy"
"We have to go. I have the appointment at 11" I say
"Fine" he says and gets up and gets dressed. After we get all ready we say good morning to the boys and they had got us Starbucks. We took our drinks and walked out the door. He, of course drives with one hand on the wheel, and the other on my thigh (Do not promote doing that! Drive with two hands!)
"Nothings wrong right?" he asks me
"No, I'm fine. Just the yearly thing" I say
"Okay good, just wanted to make sure" I say and I kiss him
"Mmm i love you" he says
"Love you too" I say and we keep driving. We pull up to the doctors office and I fill out paperwork while he just sits on his phone. We waited about 15 minutes.
"Leilani Green" the nurse calls me into the doctors room. The nurse checks my stuff like my heartbeat, blood pressure, all that stuff. I'm healthy in all those things which is good. My doctor comes in and just takes my blood and ask me about my overall daily life and what's been going on
"I'm really good. I just tried it for my university's dance team. Results come back tomorrow" I say
"Well Im sure you did fantastic" she says while entering in my information into the computer "Alright Leilani, you're all set. Was there any other questions you had?" she asks
"Umm yes actually" I say
"What is it?" she says
"Well, I have a boyfriend now. I'm a virgin, which you guys know, since you always ask if I've had any sexual activity" I say laughing and she laughs
"Yeah of course" she says
"This is weird to say but like sometimes I just feel confused. Like I trust him enough to have intercourse with. Some days I really want to, but other days I just want to hide my body and not share it at all. No matter how much I trust him. He tells me it's okay and that he'll wait till I'm ready, but I feel bad for making him wait" I explain to her
"Well this is normal. A bunch of ladies feel like this. But the most important thing to remember is that your happy. Whether that's having intercourse or not. But you want to make sure you are 100% sure you want to. You have to be 100% sure that you want to do it because it may or may not lead to having a kid which is a big responsibility. But don't rush it. You got a good guy on your hands, for him not to be pressuring you or rushing you to do anything" she says
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Fanfiction"𝖂𝖍𝖔 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉'𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝕴'𝖉 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚?" It's your freshman year of college, and you have been accepted to USC. After having a hard life back at home, you can't wait to hop right into the college life. You meet a bunch of new pe...
