Heart's Desire [ Min Yoongi FF ] ☑

Torn

It was getting out of hands
It was getting on Yoongi's nerves
He was seeing his best friend getting ruined
He was missing his best friend
Who used to play video games with him, who used to show him her new paintings .

When he tried to talk to her tell her how she's ruining her self, she gave him a shut up call.

He didn't try after that but it hurt him seeing her being quiet not talking much, she wasn't even focusing on when they were talking but what can he do.
Next few days Linta ignored Sehun not texting him, short late replies, not receiving his calls and refusing to meet.

" Are you mad because of new years night? " he asked suddenly realizing

" Kind of " she said not looking at him

He came to her place when she refused to meet him

" I'm sorry babe " he walked towards her and back hugged her

" Tae had Guk, Yoongi had unnie you don't even know how much I was missing you "

" I'm sorry I'm really sorry I was also missing you I wanted to come but I just couldn't " he said burring his head on nap of her shoulder

" What was keeping you busy even on new year's night? " she asked jolting trying to get away

" Mom was in hospital " he said , voice muffled , tightening the grip

" Why didn't you tell me? How's she know ? " she asked panicking trying to turn but he tightened the grip even more

" She's alright now " he said

They stayed silent for good few minutes

" It's okay anyways why did you came here " she asked freeing from his grip

" To meet you before leaving " he said in low tone

" What, don't joke " she said unpleasantly

" I'm leaving for Dubai tomorrow " he said

" But what about final exams it's your last year " she cared for him, his health, his heart and his career

" I'm not going to pass it anyways I'm bad at everything " he said looking at the window

" No don't say like this we still have time we will both study hard " she said with pleading eyes holding his hand in her both hands

" What after I'll pass I can't afford further studies, try to understand that I need to work and nobody will give a job to a high school graduate " he said putting hand on her cheek

" And what about me? " she asked muffled voice, droplets rolling down on cheeks

" Just know that I will love you no matter where I am " he said holding her face as she was crying

He placed his lips on hers tasting her tears

" I will miss you , I'll wait for you " she said giving in the kiss

Love is weird feeling you might be hurting inside but you smile for them , you yourself might be torn from inside but you heal them despite of tears in your own eyes you remove tears from their eyes

She was doing the same trying to smile for him saying happy things to him

But her brain was searching for valid reasons to make him stop

She was ready to touch his feet if that would stop him.

His brother and father already working overseas and now he was going to join them , his mother and sister were left behind