I haven't been to school in 7 days and I know some of you are gonna say it's stupid to lose your education over a guy but I refuse to stay back on that school where god knows what sunshine friends are saying about me... Nobody knew I've just been sick with the flu supposedly... I never wanna go back to that school I can't tell my brother about what happened and definitely not my parents... it was something I had to deal with myself... I cried myself to sleep every night... and woke up played sick and didn't eat heavy foods only drunk water and ate small portions. There was a knock at my door I wiped my face and laid under the cover so my parents wouldn't see me crying.
"Honey you I know you don't feel good but the school called and said you need to come to school today or you'll be kicked out and we can't that." My mom said but she didn't understand why I couldn't show my face in that school or why I can't go to school she doesn't understand how much my heart hurts
"Fine I'll go." I whispered only because they were never gonna let this go I put on some clothes and didn't bother with my hair
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I walked downstairs and Jerry was downstairs eating pancakes I sat in the chair I don't know why I wasn't gonna eat I grabbed a apple.
"Jeez sis you look like a train hit you." He said eating a sausage
I looked at him and bit into my apple and walked out the door to school I shoved my hands in my pocket and played the scenario in my head it always came out negative. I was so lost in thought that I was in front of school I blew out a breathe and walked inside I was getting stares from everyone as I walked down the hall. I quickly walked to my locker and grabbed my books and bumped into Tina
"Hey girl where you been... heard about the flu." She said but I couldn't focus on her I looked past her shoulder and saw sunshine flirting with a girl he played with her hair and twirled his finger around it he smiled and laughed my heart broke all over again I dropped my books and ran into the bathroom and cried in one of the stalls in the floor. I didn't care who came in and saw a pathetic girl crying on the floor I wasn't gonna talk anyone I wanted this day to end I wanted to transfer to a different school. I heard the bathroom door open and close I was hoping it wasn't Tina I mean I loved her but if I told her she would've went overboard.
Sunshine POV: I saw her... I saw Jaz for the first time since our breakup and she looked bad like she been crying for days she hasn't eaten.. I wasn't flirting with this girl I just needed to take my mind of Jaz I needed a distraction so I wouldn't think about her but she always popped up in my mind I heard her friend Tina talking to her and I looked over and we locked eyes for a moment she looked away and run into the bathroom. "Damn it" I whispered and left the girl I was talking to right there
Jaz Pov:
"Hey Jaz are you okay are you throwing up." She said walking in the bathroom
I didn't say anything but cried more and wrapped my arms around my legs
