Hold on 'til May(Leo Valdez x reader)

Amnesia

So guys, I got bored and decided to do a Nico chapter. So yeah Nico's girlfriend just broke up with him (I know, not fitting with house of Hades but I felt like this would be perfect)

I sat alone. The secret place me and Rose had found. We used to sit, cuddle and just talk.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

The last kiss I shared with her was here.

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

I felt tears run down my face. The love notes I wrote her lay in my hands, like shards of glass slicing my heart.

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

How was she okay? How was she fine?

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

I curled up, gasping for breath in between tears.

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

I hadn't talked to my friends in a week.

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

I was still healing.

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

I felt a pair of arms slip around me.

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I didn't care who it was, I hugged them tight, crying into their chest.

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

And for a moment. I hoped it was her.

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

"Nic, she's not worth the tears."

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

"Y/n, she was everything I had!"

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

"And you'll find someone better." I smiled up at my best friend. She made everything together.

NOTE: this was not a Nico x reader, simply showing their friendship.