Please Don't Change

Chapter 7 - Kai

After reading the letter from Greyson the other night I made the decision to give Jewelle a chance. I mean I have to do whats best for me. I love Greyson, I'm thankful for everything me and her had. It was good while it lasted. I wish I could go back and take the illness away from her but I can't so I have to let it go. Done hurting and hiding it. I'm accepting that she's gone and its ok to have someone else.

I think I surprised Jewelle when she woke up and I was holding her. But I could tell she liked it. She was playing in my hair, like gawdddd knows thats my biggest weakness. I melt when anybody touch my head! Wondering is she the hair pulling type... hmmm ahaa ima have to definitely fine out.

We feel back asleep cuddling and she smelled so sweet and innocent; I held her so close. She loved every bit of it! I can see that she never had real love. If she gives me a chance I promise I'll be everything she's never had. I can't replace anyone from her past but I can do a lot better than they ever did because I'll keep her, cherish her and appreciate her. I would make this last. I know I just met her but its something about her. Like she's a sign or something. She came by chance and for some reason I was attracted to her. I can't let this go.

We're laying here just cuddling. She's breathing into my neck. I know we aint doing nothing serious but my neck is my biggest weak spot and she killing me. Gawd. Is she really gay or is she playing with my head? What do I find out?

I kiss the top of her forehead and she instantly looks up into my eyes, for whatever reason I couldn't control myself. I found myself kissing her, pulling her on top of me, running my hands down her spine. She bites my bottom lip & move my hands to her butt. I grab her ass and she sits up in the ride position, taking off her bra holding her chest so I couldn't see. I find myself staring at her. She throws her hair back and slowly grinds on my lap still holding her chest and my hands on her ass. Lil mama definitely getting the shit! I grab her waste and turn her over getting on top kissing on her neck down to her naval, on her thighs. I pull her panties off & kiss her in between her thighs. She pulls my hair & holds my shoulders as I continue. She moans out & her legs start shaking. I keeping licking & sucking til she got off & pulled me back to her, kissing her & acting all wild in the sheets.

It didn't go much further than that cause she ended up going right to sleep. She so cute and so freaky. I didn't expect her to be like that but shit I'm not gone complain. I got a thing for her.

But I can tell she ain't leaving no time soon. I think I have a girlfriend.