Irritated wasn't even the word, we were back in our hometown but I couldn't do shit.
My doctor recommended bed rest until I fully healed and when my mom heard that shit she took it and ran with it.
She made sure to tell my dad who then decided that I needed to take a break from the business and we would handle it whenever I healed.
Instead he said I should work on planning a wedding with Sevyn so we can walk down the isle for the family to see.
I had no problem having a wedding but I rather Sevyn just handle the shit or we hire somebody.
Being stuck in this house not doing shit was killing me but being crippled didn't make shit no Better. It made me feel weak having to have Sevyn take care of me in ways I should be taking care of her.
She switched to online classes so she could be here whenever I needed her and that made me feel even worse.
She said she didn't mind but I know school means everything to her so she probably lying about that.
"Do you want some help?" See that's what I meant act like I can't do shit for myself.
"You know I ain't crippled right? I just walk with a limp because I'm healin' you don't gotta be up a nigga ass" carefully sliding my shirt off with one hand I grew aggravated as fuck.
"You need a blunt or some Hennessy? Because you acting like you on your period" rolling her eyes I sucked my teeth flicking her off.
"Nah I need you to stop breathing down a nigga neck like I ain't a grown ass man"
"I'm not even doing anything you're just dealing with the demons in your head and your taking it out on me, but instead of arguing with you like we've been doing since you got home I'll go sleep in the guest room." Even though her tone was calm it was full of attitude I watched as she grabbed her phone and charger off the night stand she slid on her house shoes walking out the room slamming the door behind her.
If we steady having the same argument why she don't just leave a nigga alone?
The only way ima get back to myself is if everybody let me be myself they act like the doctors said I'll never walk again? My leg was only grazed my shoulder was hit but they said it should be healed with in two weeks.
I walked with a cane for a little bit because even though I was only grazed it was enough to make my leg sore and hurt a little bit to walk on.
I was not crippled at all so niggas need to let me live my life.
I ain't have no intentions on being a dick to Sevyn the shit just came off like that.
Sevyn has a nurturing and caring personality it came natural for her to cling to me after I got shot. Wanting to be right next to me to help me in every way she could.
I fucked with her heavy for that she would make a great mother but when I wasn't able to make money or provide for her like I wanted I felt like less of a man.
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