The Untold Truth

9

My vision was blurry, I didn't know what was going on. My head was pounding in pain and all I could hear was voices but I couldn't quite well understand what they were saying. My heart beat started raising and panic started spreading all over my body.

I tried to stand up but I felt I force push me back.

"Shh... tsi koay Msr. Lamrbet " i hear a voice but i couldn't understand what it was saying

My head started to feel heavy and a few seconds later everything went black again

Hours Later ......

My eyes fluttered as a big light hit them and a beeping noise rang through my ears .

I didn't know where I was at or what had just happened to me. I was very confused

I looked around the room and I saw my mom sitting in a chair

Fuck! Please don't tell me I'm at a hospital! Please don't tell me my family knows !

"M....mom ..... what ..... what happened" my voice came out weak and shaky

My mom looked at me and I could see the pain and disappointment in her eyes .

Her eyes were watery as she looked at me, she stood up and walked towards the bed.

She didn't say a word, she stood there and a tear fell down her face.

I then felt a stinging pain on my cheek, I  looked at her but not with hate. I knew I deserved that.

"Mami! I'm sorry mamita! I'm so sorry " I cried

I tried to hold her hand but she quickly removed it she looked at me with a disgusted face and left the room .

My whole world has just shattered right in front of me ...... but this was just the begging of hell. I'm sure of it .

It's been hours and no one has entered the room .

I've been sitting here alone, crying. Bcs this wasn't at all the way I wanted my family to find out about my pregnancy.

The silence was a sound I couldn't take anymore. It was killing me, and i had to find my parents and explain everything to them .

I'm scared to face them, and I'm scared of what Juan is capable of doing.

He's never approved of me and Grayson, he would always say Grayson was a stupid kid with a dumb celebrity dream. He always said he was just using me because I was smart and helped him in a lot of things at school.

It makes sense if you're not in the relationship and just looking from the outside. But to me it was never like that. I never saw it as that because it wasn't like that.

We both helped each other with our dreams, we both wanted to reach to the top together.

I know he will reach all his goals/dreams. Me, not so much, but like someone once said "you gotta give up a life you planned for a life that is waiting for you"

I started taking all the things that they put on me in the hospital because I couldn't be there anymore the loneliness was killing me and the worry of my family calling Grayson and telling him I was pregnant was making it worst.

I ran out the room and saw Juan sitting outside the bedroom door. As soon as his eyes met mine I could see the anger in them.

He got up and started getting really close to me which intimidated the shit out of me

I started walking away slowly until I felt a hard cold wall hit my back which made me stop.

"I fucking told you what would happen if you were pregnant !" He said to me with anger and disgust in his voice. Then he laughed at me and shook his head "Ms. Perfect little Lambert , who would've thought you would get pregnant at 16 " he said laughing even more
" dad and mom always thought I was the bad kid ....god if they only found out sooner that we were the same ..... well no.... never mind we're not the same.... because I never hid who I was unlike you mosquita muerta " he said giving me and evil smile

"Fuck off Juan, you know we're not the same ! You're a fucking drug addict who's in a fucking gang and because of that you think you can rule the world which in reality you're gonna fuckin end up in a ditch or jail! So don't you fucking dare to compare me to you! You might see me getting pregnant as a mistake but to me is not ! To me is the best thing that could've happened to me ! This baby is the result of pure love ! Love that will never be forgotten, love that will always be here " I said as I rubbed my stomach "Juan, that's something you'll never have, and you'll never have this because of your poor decision, you're my brother and I love you I thought maybe you were going to be the one who supported me because thats what I always do for you! I'm always there when you need me but I see how it is all that brotherly love was fake and you always wanted to take my spot as the golden child, you know what keep it I don't need that shit and I don't need you. " I said as my eyes got watery and I looked at him straight in the eyes

I've never talked to My brother, Juan like that we've always had a good relationship but I guess I deep down knew he was jealous of me since I was the favorite, this situation is making me stronger than ever.

Grayson would always say "when god gives you a pile of bad things you gotta always try and find the good things in it, make out of every situation good and don't focus on the bad things focus on the good things in life "

There's a lot of things I learned about Grayson , I'll forever be thankful for him .

Now is time to face my parents..... maybe I'll get slapped again which I deserve, maybe I'll get called a lot of things but i gotta explain what happened and what i think about this situation.
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